00:00 <AppleBeverage> Night night
00:01 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Story: Without Another Word [ http://tinyurl.com/ydb5ol5x ]
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00:04 * Schism rolls over and boops the Surry with a bacon, lettuce, onion, tomato, cheese and egg sammich!
00:05 * Changeling_Nightmares eeeeees at Schism and becomes the sammich!
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00:17 * Schism thinks Limsa Lominsa is surrounded by water, lots of water, big water, it's ocean water.
00:23 <Tirek> Big water? Are you saying the water molecules are larger than usual?
00:24 <Schism> Quite possibly! Those molecules are yuge.
00:24 <Schism> I don't pretend to know all the details, but I know enough to tell you, these are probably the biggest water molecules you've seen.
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00:37 <Schism> Oh good. Everybody's favourite credit reporting agency just received another $7.25 million contract to verify identities and prevent fraud.
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00:51 <DashedRainbows> Hold your applause
00:53 <Tempest-Shadow> I'll pass on the applause
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01:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: EQLA's Lauren Faust and Brony Thank You Fund Teamup at EQLA Coming Soon [ http://tinyurl.com/y8f2m27n ]
01:04 * Schism attempts to line up a shot in a game of billiards. He takes the shot, and then the balls explode.
01:05 <DashedRainbows> Aww
01:07 <Schism> Exploding billiard balls were in fact a thing.
01:22 <DashedRainbows> Cool
01:24 <Schism> Very light explosions, mind you, but they made the sound of a small blast cap. This was perhaps not a good thing if you were in the saloon.
01:34 <Schism> Canada has a new governor general. o3o She's an astronaut.
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01:54 <Golden> Good night everyone
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02:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Calpain: Nightly Discussion #1218 [ http://tinyurl.com/yaatoahb ]
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02:30 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by ExplodingPonyToast: Voting Open For Top 10 Pony Songs And Videos Of September! [ http://tinyurl.com/y9jdg5d4 ]
02:31 <FreezeFrame> Went to order pizza. Pizza Hut that delivers to me is closed.
02:31 <FreezeFrame> WTF kind of pizza place closes at 10 PM?
02:32 <DashedRainbows> Pizza hut...
02:32 <FreezeFrame> The one time I was actually craving a pan pizza, too.
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02:51 <Thelema5> Hello everypony
02:52 * DashedRainbows hats on Thelema5
02:52 <Asoka> moin
03:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by ExplodingPonyToast: Music: Frozen Night - Inner Light [Orchestral Metal] [ http://tinyurl.com/ya7cl6my ]
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03:02 <DashedRainbows> Howdy Ali
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03:05 <Thelema5> Hiya
03:08 <DashedRainbows> I forgot how great Cheese was
03:15 <Thelema5> The pony, or the dairy product?
03:15 <DashedRainbows> The pony
03:17 <Thelema5> Still one of my favorite episodes
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03:19 <DashedRainbows> Weird Al and Andrea Libman are both awesome
03:20 <Thelema5> Yeah, they really pulled that episode together
03:22 <FreezeFrame> Got Chinese instead.
03:23 * Filly_Nightmares hats on FreezeFrame
03:23 * Filly_Nightmares wuvs FreezeFrame
03:24 * FreezeFrame hands a chicken teriyaki stick up to Filly_Nightmares
03:24 * Filly_Nightmares nomfs it all!
03:24 <DashedRainbows> Hillbilly rarity!
03:26 <FreezeFrame> Unfortunately, currently no cable, so no ponies until end of season..
03:26 <Filly_Nightmares> Aw
03:26 <Filly_Nightmares> Not even Daily Motion? o5o
03:26 <FreezeFrame> I hear best pone (meaning Rarity) really shines, though
03:26 <FreezeFrame> I try to avoid pirating things I want to succeed
03:27 <Filly_Nightmares> Okey
03:30 <DashedRainbows> Unlike on this episode
03:31 <Thelema5> FreezeFrame, will you at least be able to go see the movie in theaters?
03:33 <DashedRainbows> Tabitha is so good though
03:37 <Thelema5> Hasbro must have stepped up their youtube ad spend- I'm getting trailer ads for the movie constantly now
03:37 <Thelema5> These final few days before it's released are going to be a blitz of marketing and promos
03:38 <DashedRainbows> So excited
03:39 <DashedRainbows> OMG that accent
03:40 <Asoka> i block all adds in the web or nearly all
03:40 <Filly_Nightmares> o5o
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03:44 <Thelema5> Asoka, how do you think all these websites you view content on make money?
03:44 <Thelema5> They can't operate without ads unless they start charging people for access
03:46 <Asoka> from my most used webpage for news is paid from german cititzen with 7.5 billion€ per year so them is not allowed of this to show adds
03:46 <DashedRainbows> Yellow quiet sings!
03:47 <Asoka> heise and golem ask people to pay
03:49 <DashedRainbows> And character assassination of Pinkie
03:49 <Thelema5> What epsiode are you watching now, DashedRainbows? Filli Vanilli?
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03:49 <DashedRainbows> Yup
03:49 <Thelema5> Another one of my favorites.
03:49 <Thelema5> Season 4 really rocked.
03:50 <DashedRainbows> Mhm
03:50 <Thelema5> It also had two of my least favorite episodes, though, so a bit up a rollercoaster there
03:50 <Asoka> Thelema5 then the adds would be not anoing, used to infect computer with viruses or using so much conmputer ressources i would them not block
03:50 <DashedRainbows> I know one, but the other?
03:51 <Thelema5> Breezies and Power Ponies
03:51 <DashedRainbows> Ah ok
03:52 <DashedRainbows> I still think some in s6 were worse
03:52 <DashedRainbows> Also big Mac singing
03:54 <Asoka> Thelema5 but i think the us internet companys they have in europe a bigger problem as add block
03:54 <DashedRainbows> 28 pranks later...
03:54 <FreezeFrame> Thelema: I'm debating whether or not to go to the movie
03:55 <DashedRainbows> Do it, FreezeFrame!
03:57 <DashedRainbows> Flutterguy!
03:58 <Thelema5> You should go, for sure!
03:58 <Thelema5> It's a once in a lifetime experience
03:59 <DashedRainbows> Mhm
04:00 <DashedRainbows> That voice seems so weird from her mouth
04:00 <Thelema5> Oh my goodness, I'm not even joking- EVERY time I start a new video on youtube it's preceeded by a pony ad
04:00 <Thelema5> Flutterguy. Heh.
04:01 <Thelema5> Of all the times they made poor flutters grotesque, flutterguy was the best
04:01 <Thelema5> Flutterhulk was godawful
04:01 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Calpain: Animation: My Tiny Pony - Pinkie Pie [ http://tinyurl.com/yamvtyg2 ]
04:02 <DashedRainbows> Flutterhulk, we don't mention that
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04:03 <Thelema5> Holy moly... enchroma glasses cost $400?? Geez!
04:03 <DashedRainbows> Like really, did not happen
04:03 <Thelema5> I agree, DashedRainbows
04:03 <Thelema5> One of the low points of the series
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04:04 <DashedRainbows> Which one. I don't recall it. :P
04:05 <Thelema5> XD
04:05 <Thelema5> I don't know. Were we talking about something?
04:05 <Thelema5> Nope.
04:06 <DashedRainbows> The episode count just jumps
04:07 <DashedRainbows> Pinkie *headdesk*
04:08 <DashedRainbows> As for that other episode, I just pretend she found the key
04:09 <Thelema5> The thing that bothers me the MOST about that episode is that they had a PERFECT out at the end. All just a dream sequence in spike's twisted mind. I could have accepted that. Totally fine. but NO.
04:10 <Thelema5> Overpowered enchanted comics are /totally/ a thing and everything that happened it /totally/ cannon. WTH?
04:10 <Thelema5> Gah, I shouldn't get started on that episode. It's the worst, by far. I nearly ragequit the fandom when it aired
04:11 <DashedRainbows> Your 28 pranks later
04:11 <Thelema5> Another terribad episode.
04:11 <DashedRainbows> Tell me about it
04:11 <Thelema5> Let's forget all about 7 years of character grown and just make Rainbow 10 times worse than she was in season 1
04:12 <DashedRainbows> Yeah really
04:12 <Thelema5> I mean for crying out loud- in season ONE she had enough sense to not prank Fluttershy. But now? Oh forget it
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04:13 <DashedRainbows> Also is the show subtitle 'friendship is leaking'
04:13 <DashedRainbows> Pranking*
04:13 <Thelema5> Gah
04:14 <DashedRainbows> I actually did ragequit
04:14 <DashedRainbows> I just came back
04:14 <Thelema5> I'm glad you did.
04:15 <DashedRainbows> But now I get to rejoice in s4
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04:16 <Thelema5> Season 7 has been pretty great.
04:16 <Thelema5> Much better than 6
04:16 <DashedRainbows> Popular adjacent!
04:16 <Thelema5> Better than 5 even.
04:17 <DashedRainbows> I would hope so
04:17 <DashedRainbows> 5 was meh
04:17 <Thelema5> What about Crusaders of the Lost Mark>
04:17 <Thelema5> ?
04:18 <Thelema5> Best episode, hooves down.
04:18 <Thelema5> Oh good- The Perfect Pear is on Netflix
04:19 <DashedRainbows> Well, I never said it didn't have good ones
04:20 <DashedRainbows> I feel Sweetie is the quickest CMC
04:21 <DashedRainbows> I forgot how messy Twilight ate
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04:22 <Thelema5> Sweetie is the best CMC, the most honest and sincere, and certainly the most trustworthy. She's always letting Scootaloo drag her into trouble
04:23 <DashedRainbows> Yeah except in this episode lol
04:23 <DashedRainbows> She suggested the plan here
04:23 <Thelema5> Heh, Peter New does a great job as Goldie Delicious
04:24 <Thelema5> (sorry, watching Perfect Pear
04:24 <DashedRainbows> Wait, he does her too
04:24 <Thelema5> I'm pretty sure
04:24 <DashedRainbows> Whoa
04:24 <Thelema5> XD
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04:25 <DashedRainbows> So many ponies to watch so little time
04:25 <Thelema5> Yup.
04:25 <DashedRainbows> RUN!
04:25 <DashedRainbows> Well said Sweetie
04:26 <DashedRainbows> Filly zombies
04:26 <Thelema5> XD
04:26 <Thelema5> !twilighttime
04:26 <DerpyBot> It's not Twilight time right now, silly!
04:26 <Thelema5> :(
04:26 <DashedRainbows> Aww
04:27 <Thelema5> Little Red is in that episode, she has my favorite character design
04:27 <Thelema5> I really hope she gets a speaking part some time
04:27 <Finwe> o3o
04:27 <Thelema5> OH! And Charlyne Yi should TOTALLY voice her.
04:28 <Thelema5> Oh man, that would be epic.
04:29 <DashedRainbows> Hey Finwe
04:30 <DashedRainbows> Pipsqueak is so honest
04:30 <Thelema5> Pft. He lied about his ability to fulfil his campaign promises.
04:31 <Finwe> No. Only Good morning, everypony!
04:31 <Thelema5> Or at least, he wasn't honest in his assement of his ability
04:31 * Finwe hugs a DashedRainbows.
04:31 <DashedRainbows> In this episode I mean
04:31 <Thelema5> :p
04:31 <DashedRainbows> Politics corrupted him
04:31 <Thelema5> Hi there Finwe
04:32 <Thelema5> Oh gosh, now I'm watching Charlyne Yi videos. This can't go well.
04:32 <DashedRainbows> Sweetie magiced!
04:33 <Firestar> B
04:33 <Firestar> O
04:33 <Firestar> r
04:33 <Firestar> K
04:33 <Firestar> !
04:33 <Thelema5> My SO actually nearly left me once because of my fanboy crush on her
04:33 <Firestar> Bork!
04:33 <DashedRainbows> Lol
04:33 <Thelema5> Thanks, Firestar. For the record shotgun posting is against the rules in this channel.
04:34 <Thelema5> I know, no fun allowed.
04:34 <Finwe> Second Officer?
04:34 * Thelema5 snerks
04:34 * Firestar Lerks
04:34 <Finwe> Significant Overlotd?
04:35 <Finwe> Severe Operator?
04:35 <Thelema5> Nah. Too harsh.
04:35 <DashedRainbows> Breezies, ugh
04:35 <Firestar> Super Oreo
04:35 <Finwe> Somepony Official?
04:35 <Thelema5> Yes
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04:36 <DashedRainbows> Supreme Overlord
04:38 <Firestar> Surprise onesie
04:38 <Thelema5> XD
04:38 <DashedRainbows> Superficial ornament
04:39 <DashedRainbows> Yay Spike
04:40 <Firestar> Supernatural Oredament
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04:41 <DashedRainbows> Surprising officiator
04:43 <Thelema5> !link https://youtu.be/SgJkyOwLDBY
04:43 <DerpyBot> Twilight told me this video is about Waves (live from my bedroom)
04:43 <DashedRainbows> Such language
04:44 <Thelema5> Charlyne also plays Ruby in Steven Universe and Chloe in We Bare Bears, among other achievments
04:44 <Finwe> Lt The_Nostalgia_Mare.
04:44 <Finwe> o7
04:45 <The_Nostalgia_Mare> Radm. Finwe. (Salutes)
04:45 <Thelema5> OMG- apparently she also plays a character named Ruby in the new Twin Peaks.
04:45 <Thelema5> Woah. Mind blown
04:48 <Thelema5> Oh wow. Two fandoms collide. David Lynch / Charlyne Yi, I can't even
04:51 <DashedRainbows> Eh not that bad am episode
04:52 <Thelema5> Which?
04:52 <DashedRainbows> That breezies episode
04:52 <DashedRainbows> Oh right the ending
04:53 <Thelema5> O.o
04:54 <DashedRainbows> *cough* s6
04:54 <Thelema5> For some incredibly strange reason I have a sudden craving for cream of broccoli soup
04:55 <DashedRainbows> Hmm
04:56 <DashedRainbows> Appul hoerse be silly
04:57 <Thelema5> What episode now?
04:58 <DashedRainbows> Simmering to watch over me
04:58 <DashedRainbows> Uh
04:58 <Thelema5> Somepony?
04:58 <Thelema5> Heh
04:58 <DashedRainbows> Yeah
04:58 <Thelema5> Silly auto correct
04:58 <Thelema5> Not a great episode
04:59 <DashedRainbows> Yeah
04:59 <Thelema5> It was fun and all... but not great.
04:59 <DashedRainbows> S4 didn't make aj shine imo
05:00 <Thelema5> Not so much.
05:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Calpain: Pinkie Pie Day on October 9th! [ http://tinyurl.com/yckp99zz ]
05:00 <DashedRainbows> Yay Pinkie day
05:01 * Thelema5 is still watching Perfect Pear
05:01 <Thelema5> I can't even beleive they got bill shatner to do this.
05:01 <DashedRainbows> Aj is so silly
05:01 <Thelema5> He did great!
05:03 <DashedRainbows> So oblivious too
05:08 <DashedRainbows> "with sass"
05:09 * Thelema5 is leaking tears watching perfect pear again
05:10 <Thelema5> Felicia Day's song is just perfect
05:11 <DashedRainbows> Fire swamp!
05:11 <Thelema5> Watch out for the ROUS'es
05:12 <DashedRainbows> I just see ROOS
05:15 <DashedRainbows> That's not how you use that aj
05:17 <DashedRainbows> I'm gonna go sleep, with sass
05:17 <DashedRainbows> Night
05:18 <Thelema5> G'night!
05:19 <Thelema5> Gah, Perfect Pear is really hard to watch, waaaay to emotional
05:20 <Thelema5> Gosh, I am SO happy they included Bill Shatner in this important episode
05:21 <Thelema5> Grannie Apple Smith was so cool to accept Pear Butter after the wedding
05:24 <Thelema5> I think Perfect Pear is probably the most important episode in the sreies
05:24 <Thelema5> *series
05:32 <Thelema5> Is it callous of me to write "congratulations for completing another successful jouney around our star" as a birthday message?
05:32 <Thelema5> I don't think so, but some folks seem to take it as kinda demeaning
05:33 <Thelema5> Honestly, that's what we're celebrating on a birthday
05:34 <Thelema5> "You're still alive, and out planet is back where it was when you were born. Yaaay?"
05:34 <Thelema5> *our
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06:26 <ConfusionRift> Hello everypony.
06:31 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by The Illustrious Q: My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic #59 Released Today! - Download Links, Variants, Discussion! [ http://tinyurl.com/yc5rkbgk ]
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06:52 <Finwe> Lt Cdr ConfusionRift, AB Cepheid.
06:52 <Finwe> o7
06:52 <ConfusionRift> RAdm. Finwe. (salutes)
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07:19 * Finwe doesn't feel very useful.
07:19 * ConfusionRift patpats Finwe.
07:19 <Finwe> No one came to my excercise session. :/
07:20 <ConfusionRift> Oh no! I missed it! (runs out)
07:20 <Finwe> I get paid €40 for chatting for an hour.
07:20 <ConfusionRift> Here I am! Just a few... hours late!
07:20 <Finwe> That's more than what you usually get paid for chatting.
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07:25 <opal> ✿ huh ❀
07:25 * opal initiates the cuddle pile of Cthulu! Fuzzy tentacles being to lash out and drag Finwe into the maw of Murrrrr.
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07:28 <Finwe> o3o
07:28 * Finwe hugs an opal.
07:28 <opal> ✿ ty ❀
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07:54 <Starwatcher> silence mortals!
08:00 <Finwe> Mr Starwatcher.
08:00 * Finwe doffs his hat.
08:02 <Starwatcher> !
08:02 * Starwatcher hugs Finwe
08:02 <Starwatcher> hi
08:03 <Starwatcher> what's new?
08:03 * Finwe hugs a Starwatcher.
08:04 <Finwe> I've spent this week as a physics teacher at a high school.
08:04 <Finwe> Not really my cup of tea, but it's been alright.
08:04 <Starwatcher> heh, pretty cool -
08:04 <Starwatcher> you've gotta know your stuff to do that
08:05 <Starwatcher> and be a good presenter
08:05 <Starwatcher> what brought you that way?
08:05 <Finwe> A friend's mother, the real physics teacher, broke her leg and must stay home this week.
08:07 <Starwatcher> oh =(
08:07 <Starwatcher> well, sorry to hear that
08:07 <Starwatcher> it was good of you to cover for 'em
08:07 <Finwe> I promised to take care of her classes this week.
08:07 <Finwe> I'll get paid something, too, extra money is always welcome.
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08:08 <Finwe> No one's told me what theh salary is, but I guess it's something between €20 and €30 per hour.
08:08 <Starwatcher> sounds like a good thing all around.
08:08 <Starwatcher> I did something similar, not far back
08:09 <Starwatcher> there was this group of students who wanted to launch something to (near) space - a local highschool
08:09 <Starwatcher> I helped them get a spot on a nasa high altitude balloon - they sent me down to the launch with them also
08:09 <Finwe> I guess that most of the students would like to launch the high school into space.
08:10 <Finwe> :3
08:10 <Starwatcher> =p
08:10 <Starwatcher> got this picture from it
08:10 <Starwatcher> sign
08:10 <Starwatcher> *sigh
08:10 <Starwatcher> cannot link. oh well.
08:10 * Finwe patpats Starwatcher.
08:11 <Starwatcher> ^^
08:11 <Finwe> Now it's lunchtiem.
08:11 <Finwe> and after lunch I can return to the university
08:13 * ConfusionRift floooops. Then waves at Starwatcher.
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08:14 <Starwatcher> hia CR
08:14 <Starwatcher> how goes it
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08:15 <ConfusionRift> Tiiiiired, but alive. :P
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08:18 * Finwe puts ConfusionRift and RazorSharpFang into a large box, seals the lid and gives the box a hearty shake.
08:18 <ConfusionRift> Wheeeeee!
08:19 * Starwatcher is hanging on
08:21 * ConfusionRift rolls out of it. Wheeee....uuuurgh...
08:23 <RazorSharpFang> Hey
08:23 <RazorSharpFang> Just paid the gas bill for my parents since they're in china
08:23 <RazorSharpFang> Feels weird to pay someone else's bill
08:24 <RazorSharpFang> And it's not even for the house that I reside in.
08:24 * Schism yawwwwns. "Bleh."
08:25 <Finwe> Mr Schism.
08:25 * Finwe sticks his hoof into Schism's gaping muzzle.
08:25 <Schism> Hihi.
08:25 <Schism> Mff.
08:25 * Finwe retracts his hoof.
08:25 * Schism is doing dishes. Or will be doing dishes, if water permits.
08:26 <RazorSharpFang> Schism: What if all your pipes are frozen?
08:27 <Schism> They are most assuredly not. But the landlord is stingy regarding use of the hot water heater.
08:27 <Finwe> The water pipes are usually assembled underground in order to prevent them from freezing.
08:27 <RazorSharpFang> Ah yes, the ground temperature below is closer to the average temperature for the year than the surface.
08:28 <Finwe> Schism: We usually have hot water boiled collectively for the whole building.
08:28 <Finwe> Or at even lager scale at a power plant.
08:29 <Finwe> But then you need insulated pipes for the hot water.
08:29 * Schism nods, then provides Finwe with a lager scale. It's like a way to measure beer. o3o
08:29 <Finwe> o3o
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08:30 <RazorSharpFang> I presume things are done differently in the cold Nordic countries of Finland.
08:33 <Finwe> I'm off to have some fried flounder for lunch.
08:33 <Finwe> See you later, everypony!
08:33 <RazorSharpFang> c u
08:33 <Starwatcher> bye
08:33 <ConfusionRift> Laters Finwe.
08:39 * Schism finishes heating up some hot water. Mostly, for Earl Grey tea.
08:40 * ConfusionRift laughs.
08:41 <ConfusionRift> "Hmm, it says this console does not support any of its original modules. Well, I don't see the extension input, but I do see the CD expansion right... oh, never mind."
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09:31 * Schism nomfs some slices of ghost pepper garlic bread.
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09:42 * ConfusionRift pokes bread, no touch.
09:43 <Schism> Well, garlic toast, but anyhoo. o3o
10:01 * Schism peers at the specials this week. "Pumpkin, cranberries, dressing, turkey, bread crumbs, dinner rolls, yams... ah, yes, that's right."
10:14 <Tirek> I've awoken
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10:28 <ConfusionRift> Hallooooo, awakened one!
10:29 <Tirek> http://picosong.com/wwvwi/
10:29 <Tirek> I fixed this up, made the FM instrumentation more accurate, and did some more mixing/mastering to make it more coherent.
10:30 <Tirek> I'm probably not done with this yet.
10:31 <Tirek> There's still a bunch of stuff I want to add to it, specifically stuff from the Virtual Sonic rendition of Sandopolis(which sounds nothing like Sandopolis)
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10:39 <ConfusionRift> Hmm, niiice. It does sound more spiffy. I also noticed the few little accents within the melody. :)
10:43 <Tirek> The first phrase has a slight countermelody that's mostly just arpeggiating between the melody line and the harmony line.
10:44 <Tirek> But I like it, its a nice little touch.
10:47 <ConfusionRift> Do like it too. It gives it a nice feel.
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11:08 * Cepheid awakens to spread death, pestilence and cotton candy.
11:09 <ConfusionRift> Sweet, sweet death. (eats cotton as he dies)
11:11 <Cepheid> Why does the 104 alternate between a carleton end point and a Hurdman end point?
11:12 <ConfusionRift> That's because- (head explodes)
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11:14 <Cepheid> ... I am not cleaning that up.
11:16 <Cepheid> Today's schedule, abstract data structures, resume seminar, Web Apps.
11:18 * ConfusionRift respawns. "That was weird. Oh, hey there Cepheid."
11:18 <Cepheid> I am gonna take that Tylenol I have remaining the moment I get to school. I already feel something coming on.
11:19 <Cepheid> I am starting to suspect the headaches are being aggravated by the nasal spray I use.
11:20 <Cepheid> Especially as I discovered something in my nasal cavities. There are spots where if something touches them, I suffer an intense burning sensation.
11:21 <Cepheid> Think maybe I should bring this up with Kilty next time I see him.
11:22 * Cepheid presses his face up against window. GEESE!
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11:23 * Cepheid directs them south and orders them to defecate on major American landmarks along the way.
11:24 <ConfusionRift> We shall wage war against geese kind!
11:24 * Cepheid wipes ConfusionRifts memory. He wasn't supposed to learn about that.
11:25 <Cepheid> In all seriousness I don't know why Canadian geese do that to your tall monuments.
11:26 <Cepheid> So go ahead and hunt em and use dogs to scare em off.
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11:28 <ConfusionRift> Dogs? Oh yeah... dogs...
11:28 <Cepheid> Barking and all that to scare off birds.
11:28 <Cepheid> It's what they use around the Washington Monument i believe
11:31 <Cepheid> That or aliens just blow it up along with the birds and you guys just rebuild it.
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11:58 * Cepheid flops back in, now at school.
11:58 <Cepheid> And it's warm in this room. And there's a smell.
12:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Big Name Youtuber Does a Pony Cake [ http://tinyurl.com/yalklkjx ]
12:00 <Cepheid> Got my assignment back too for this class. 88.5%. Higher than expected as the system told me I'd earn at least an 85%.
12:01 <ConfusionRift> Wait, so the system pre-grades you?
12:01 <Cepheid> He implemented a test server to test for correctness and speed of each part of the assignment.
12:02 <Cepheid> Since it's abstract data structures and algorithms, so picking the right data structure and algorithm to use is important.
12:02 <Cepheid> As a result, it tells you not only if A) You got the right answer, but B) It was fast enough, and C) Your tests were correct.
12:02 <Cepheid> And then gives you a mark out of 5 for correctness/speed, and a mark out of 5 for validity of tests.
12:03 <Cepheid> I got 60/70 by the time I did my final submission. One question I couldn't do(Depended on a theorem I didn't understand and couldn't grasp in time), and one question I couldn't get the desired efficiency.
12:03 <Cepheid> I got a 62/70 for the assignment. So I got partial marks somewhere, or something happened.
12:04 <Cepheid> I really don't know what was going on with that efficiency question.
12:05 <Cepheid> He wanted us to read in an input line-by-line, storing it in a data structure, while avoiding storing of duplicates(This implies a set of some variation), and for each line read in, we check to see if that line is a prefix to a previously read-in line(Thus, for each line, we have to iterate over all previously stored lines). No matter what I did, I couldn't get it to pass the test system's efficiency test.
12:06 <Cepheid> I got the correct answer using like, five different approaches, but they always overran the alotted time on one of it's test inputs, which was 2 seconds.
12:06 <Cepheid> On my own system, even in the worst test case that he suggested(1000 lines), it passed no problem.
12:08 <Cepheid> I even went above and beyond the call by implementing an absolutely insane algorithm to reduce the runtime by grouping lines of similar length together, and then only comparing against lines that the current line could potentially be a prefix of.
12:09 <Cepheid> The condition being that the previous lines must be at least of length n >= curLineLength.
12:14 <Cepheid> Hum. Apparently the professor posted a video on youtube of the previous professor's lectures.
12:14 <Cepheid> And I think I just figured it out.
12:17 <Cepheid> Aaand someone's screwing around with the school network.
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12:25 <Cepheid> ... If this is supposed to be faster, then I don't see how, as it's slower than all the implementations I've done on my system.
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12:30 * curse_carrier puts on anti glomp spray
12:30 <curse_carrier> howdy my fellow pony
12:31 <curse_carrier> or not?.....
12:32 <Cepheid> Hoi.
12:33 <SunsetShimmer> Ahoihoi
12:34 <Cepheid> I am not a fan of the lighting in this room.
12:34 <Cepheid> It's somewhere between "bright" and "dark"
12:34 <Cepheid> And it- OH GODS MY EYES! The professor turned the lights up to "super bright"
12:35 <curse_carrier> ...
12:35 <curse_carrier> its fine for me
12:36 <curse_carrier> im listening to freak of the weak its so metal right now
12:39 <Cepheid> When it's not either completely dark, or completely bright, it hurts my eyes. o3o
12:39 <curse_carrier> thats cuase youre a batpony
12:40 <curse_carrier> eat some apples
12:40 <Cepheid> I'm a night animal, yes.
12:40 <curse_carrier> stop it
12:40 * curse_carrier grabs cepheids snout
12:40 <curse_carrier> stop it
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12:42 <Cepheid> No.
12:44 <Cepheid> Linked Lists. *Sighs* He's discussing linked lists.
12:45 <Koopz> i wonder i wonder...
12:45 <Cepheid> Do you also ponder and ponder?
12:45 <Koopz> are there batponies w/o wings?
12:46 <Cepheid> That would result in... hmmm.
12:46 <Cepheid> Any sort of land mammal that has fangs.
12:47 <Koopz> and is night active
12:47 <Koopz> basically NEET ponies
12:48 <Cepheid> Being nocturnal in life doesn't imply being a NEET, though it is common among them I will admit.
12:48 <Cepheid> I'm a nocturnal person, and during the weekends it pops out. Uncontrollable. My body *WANTS* to be awake at night.
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12:51 * curse_carrier sprays anti glomp spray
12:51 <curse_carrier> hey im back sorry
12:52 <Koopz> hmm... i wonder if pony genetics would even allow children to NOT have wings or horns...
12:52 <Koopz> maybe the batpony gene is too dominant
12:52 <curse_carrier> thats just a normal earth pony
12:52 <Koopz> nocturnal earth pony
12:52 <Koopz> and nocturnal unicorns
12:53 <curse_carrier> oh bat pony.
12:53 <curse_carrier> never mind they always have wings cuase there bats
12:53 <Asoka> Cepheid same problem to i love the night
12:53 <Cepheid> Blasted water pill.
12:53 * Cepheid wanders off for a moment.
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12:54 <Koopz> i bet there's an entire clan of batpony descendants who run Las Pegasus
12:54 <curse_carrier> hm....
12:55 <curse_carrier> im bore....
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12:58 <Cepheid> I think I'll be utilizing the tunnels today.
12:58 <Cepheid> Looked outside while on the way to the washroom. Getting really, really dark and cloudy out there.
12:58 <curse_carrier> yay tunels!
12:58 <curse_carrier> the fun way to suffucate youreself
13:00 <curse_carrier> gtg bye buds
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13:03 <Cepheid> I'm itchy. I'm tired. I'm sore. I need to pee. I need some water. GET OFF MY LAWN YOU YOUNG WHIPPERSNAPPERS! </old man>
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13:04 <Schism> Death, pestilence, cotton candy, and brownouts, I guess.
13:05 <Cepheid> Oh? Brownouts?
13:05 <Cepheid> When I don't have my glasses on, my professor looks like he has no neck.
13:07 <Schism> Heh. And yeah, brownouts aplenty this morning it seems, to go with the thunderstorm.
13:07 <Cepheid> I doubt it'll be that bad for me, based on the radar information I'm looking at.
13:07 <Cepheid> But it's definitely getting dark and gloomy.
13:13 <Schism> Yea.
13:17 <Cepheid> Bleh, I'm feeling feverish.
13:19 <Cepheid> I'ma lay down and listen to the lecture quietly.
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13:33 <Pony|48786> Yay. I'm getting to watch the mlp movie. A friend from discord put it up.
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13:46 <Thelema5> Hello everypony
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14:07 <Cepheid> One of my colleagues is coughing and sick, and is arguing that it would be "better" if I caught the cold and suddenly became incapacitated for a week or two.
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14:09 <Koopz> blargh... anti reflection layer of my glasses is getting off, can't see properly through them
14:09 <Koopz> currently wearing my old ones with a different strength
14:09 <CleverDerpy> hiya
14:09 <CleverDerpy> Koopz, b careful
14:10 <Koopz> and i just saw that the frame had this horrible coating
14:10 <CleverDerpy> different strengths can mess with your eyes if you are regressing in glasses
14:10 <Koopz> remember the old USB-MP3-Players?
14:10 <CleverDerpy> oh yeah~
14:10 <Koopz> where you could scratch the coating off at one point, cause it's getting somewhat sticky
14:10 <Cepheid> My frames have a coating on them that is flaking off because whatever the hell it is I'm sweating out is eating away at it and causing it to erode off.
14:11 <CleverDerpy> ouch
14:11 <Koopz> i'm afraid to put these into the ultrasound cleaner D:
14:11 <CleverDerpy> derpy never had that problem
14:11 <CleverDerpy> she wears glasses, but they do get dirty
14:12 <CleverDerpy> just not... usless
14:12 <Koopz> damn those glasses, constantly getting dirty
14:12 * CleverDerpy cleans her glasses with water
14:12 <Koopz> sometimes i wish i'd still wear contact lenses
14:12 * CleverDerpy yipes as she plucks a feather to dry them
14:12 <CleverDerpy> there we go~
14:13 <Koopz> i should go back to them... they were awesome... made you feel like you're a normal human...
14:14 <Koopz> i certainly do get a bit of a headache... but that might also be due to my lack of sleep
14:14 <Cepheid> This room is loud. *Goes to hide.*
14:15 <Koopz> since i've been working on a project 'til 2:45AM... alarm clock goes off at 6:45
14:16 * Filly_Nightmares eees
14:17 * Koopz eeeps and jumps out of the channel, to a different network
14:22 * Cepheid flops back in.
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14:23 <DashedRainbows> Morning ponies
14:23 <Koopz> *angry Koopa noises*
14:23 * Cepheid murrs like a cat waking up.
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14:32 <Cepheid> So what's everyone up to this morning?
14:38 <Cepheid> Being quiet and ponderous it seems!
14:39 <DashedRainbows> Eating breakfast :p
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14:42 <Cepheid> That works too.
14:45 * Thelema5 glances over at the channel and waves "hi!" To Cepheid, Koopz, DashedRainbows, Filly_Nightmares, et al
14:45 * Filly_Nightmares chews on Thelema5
14:46 * DashedRainbows flops on Thelema5
14:46 <DashedRainbows> Ugh, feel sick
14:47 <Thelema5> Seems to be something going around
14:48 <DashedRainbows> I already got that
14:48 <DashedRainbows> it was awful
14:49 <Thelema5> I would imagine
14:54 <Cepheid> Morning Thelema5. How goes it?
14:54 <Thelema5> Several of my coworkers are out sick today with some sort of stomach virus... I reaaally hope I don't catch it
14:54 <Koopz> Mr. Thelema5 Ă´7
14:54 <Cepheid> I hope I don't get sick either. Troublesome enough as it is with the sinus infection. Speaking of, I need to take some tylenol to stave off a headache I can feel sitting at the edge of perception.
14:54 * Thelema5 counterĂ´7s
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14:55 <Thelema5> Hi there, Starwatcher. Has your infection cleared up?
14:56 <Thelema5> Apparently disease is the topic of the day
14:56 <Koopz> ...tinnitus volume sure does depend on amount of sleep and caffeeine/blood ratio...
14:57 <Koopz> i should find a way to work while sleeping
14:57 <Thelema5> That would be ideal
14:57 <Cepheid> Also how much noise you subjected your hearing to as well.
14:57 <Cepheid> Thelema5: Here, a lot of lounge students are sick. There's a reason I'm mostly avoiding it at the moment.
14:58 <Koopz> eh that only is taken into account if you have actual damage in your ears
14:58 <Thelema5> Probably a good idea, Cepheid. Frequent hand washing is probably called for too
14:58 <Koopz> i don't have any... this white noise at ~16kHz is stress based
14:59 <Thelema5> Koopz, that doesn't sound good.
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14:59 <Thelema5> Have you had your blood pressure checked?
14:59 <Koopz> been living with it for years
14:59 <Thelema5> Ooh.
14:59 <Koopz> blood pressure is fine
14:59 <Cepheid> Given the amount of noise in this world, especially in North America, the probability that you have tinnitus is pretty high.
15:00 <Cepheid> Not sure about European countries.
15:00 * Thelema5 cups his ear "What was that?"
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15:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by ExplodingPonyToast: Music: R3CTIFIER & StrachAttack - Grimoire [Melodic Dubstep] [ http://tinyurl.com/y7awzpb8 ]
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15:01 <Thelema5> I have minor tinnitus which is the result of playing in a punk rock band without hearing protection
15:01 <Thelema5> I only notice it in very quiet settings, though
15:01 <Koopz> quiet surroundings make me mad
15:01 <Cepheid> Loud surroundings make ME mad.
15:02 <Cepheid> Especially with inconsistent levels of noise.
15:02 <Koopz> i want to wear headphones on work but i can't...
15:02 <Thelema5> Safety hazard?
15:02 <Thelema5> *hazzard
15:03 <Koopz> wut? no... "i would look like you're isolating yourself"
15:03 <Koopz> i'm a developer
15:04 <Cepheid> Yeah, headphones tend to look like isolation. They don't consider other reasons.
15:04 <Koopz> how am i supposed to get "into the tunnel" if i'm getting distracted by constant telephone calls, questions of coworkers and bosses coming in asking other coworkers things
15:04 <Cepheid> Unless you like, have documentation detailing that you have a hearing issue that can be dealt with using headphones. Like from a hearing center.
15:05 <Koopz> if i had the same monitor setup at home like on work i'd beg for remote working
15:05 * Cepheid sighs. "I am clearly not suited for discrete mathematics."
15:06 <DashedRainbows> Thelema5: you played in a punk rock band?
15:06 <Koopz> next month i'm moving into my first own flat... i'll reserve plenty of space to do that..
15:06 <Koopz> best thing is the flat is not even 100m away from work
15:07 <Koopz> no more half an hour commuting
15:07 <Koopz> no more getting up at 6:45
15:08 <Cepheid> Pick five digits in sequence from a set. Each digit must be less than the digit previously chosen, such that i1>i2>i3>i4>i5. Determine the number of possible sequences that meet this requirement. Whee. I haven't got a clue. I know what's being asked, and can implement it no problem. Can't tell you the number of sequences, though.
15:08 <Cepheid> I'm useless.
15:09 <Cepheid> Each step is dependent on the previous step. If you pick 9 as your first digit, the remaining set is now {0,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8}. If you pick 4, the remaining set is now {0,1,2,3}
15:09 <Koopz> is it... alyph null?
15:10 <Cepheid> Aleph Null hasn't been covered yet.
15:10 <Cepheid> So the question would not rely upon it.
15:10 <Koopz> digit = 0-10?
15:10 <Cepheid> 0-9 inclusive.
15:11 <Koopz> ah sorry yes
15:11 <Cepheid> Presumably, anyways. It doesn't specify. It makes sense that a digit would be 0-9 inclusive by definition, though.
15:11 <Cepheid> Each "step" in the process is dependent upon the previous step, implying a recursion.
15:11 <Cepheid> The function is also a one-to-one mapping.
15:12 <Cepheid> I can identify all these little details. I just can't put them together in the form of an answer or a proof.
15:12 <Koopz> well there's 6 sets to start with...
15:12 <Cepheid> How do you figure?
15:13 <Koopz> 43210, 54321, 65432, 76543, 87654, 98765
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15:13 <Cepheid> Oh, right.
15:13 <Thelema5> DashedRainbows, yeah- way back in high school and immediately afterwards
15:13 <Koopz> and then if you begin from 5 on you'll have more than one possible sequence
15:14 <DashedRainbows> it's hard to imagine that
15:14 <DashedRainbows> heh
15:14 <Koopz> 54321, 53210, 54310...
15:14 <Cepheid> I've been starting from the highest number. Never considered starting from the lowest possible number and counting the sequences.
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15:14 <Cepheid> If I write out the sequences, there might be a visible pattern in the number of available subsets, which can lead to a formula.
15:17 <Koopz> if the third-last digit is 3, there's 21, 20, 10
15:17 <Koopz> 3 possibilities
15:17 <Koopz> to end the sequence after 3
15:20 <Cepheid> ...
15:21 * Filly_Nightmares snugglies on Koopz
15:21 * Koopz purrs
15:24 <Koopz> i count 9 possible sequences for starting with 6
15:24 <Koopz> oh wait hold on i forgot a few
15:25 <Koopz> say...
15:25 <Koopz> i have a slight feeling this has something to do with binary
15:25 <Koopz> hmm... nah... base 10
15:25 <Koopz> ah idk...
15:28 <DashedRainbows> math!
15:29 <Cepheid> I literally cannot figure it out.
15:29 <Cepheid> I'm not gonna pass this course.
15:29 <Koopz> task sounds like something you'd find on the codegolf stackexchange
15:32 <Cepheid> The professor taught us to write out the procedure in question, then break it down into individual tasks, each describing a step to take. Thus Task 1: pick a digit from 0 to 9. Task 2: pick a digit from 0 to n - 1, where n is the chosen digit from the previous task, etc, etc.
15:33 <Cepheid> First task results in 9 possible choices. But after that it's determined by the choice made in the previous task. It's recursive.
15:33 * Filly_Nightmares chews on Koopz
15:34 <Cepheid> Guh, I can't friggen DO this.
15:34 <Cepheid> I'm wasting my time sitting here staring at the problem.
15:37 <Koopz> well the formula for a digit basically is $possibilities = $prependingDigit -1... right?
15:38 <Cepheid> No.
15:38 <Cepheid> If I choose digit 9, then any following dit can be 0 through 8. Fine and dandy.
15:38 <Cepheid> If I choose digit 4, any following digit can only be 0 through 3. Even if the digits above 4 have not been chosen.
15:39 <Cepheid> So the -1 can be -3, or -2, or -8, etc.
15:41 <Schism> If (x[a] - x[a+1]) < 1, increment cnt and a?
15:42 <Schism> Er, > 0.
15:42 <Cepheid> It's not a coding issue.
15:43 <Schism> Ah right.
15:43 <Cepheid> I have to write a mathematical expression that expresses the total number of sequences d1,d2,d3,d4,d5 where each digit is less than the previous digit.
15:44 <Cepheid> I literally cannot figure this out. I've been stuck on this problem for three days, the assignment is due tomorrow night, and I also have other problems that I cannot solve or explain. I am not going to succeed, I'm not going to get a good mark. And if I can't even do the first assignment, what's the point? I won't be able to do the later ones either.
15:44 <Cepheid> As they'll depend on material I demonstrated in previous assignments.
15:44 <Cepheid> And then there's exams. If I can't demonstrate anything leading up to them, I'm not going to succeed there either.
15:45 <Cepheid> I am wasting my time trying to figure this out. I can't do it, I don't know why I can't do it, but I'd be better off withdrawing and trying again another time, or starting completely from scratch and taking Discrete Structures I again, then take II again after that.
15:46 <Cepheid> I don't *WANT* to do this anymore. It causes me undue stress and forces me to focus on the problems so much at the expense of everything else I do.
15:46 <Cepheid> I don't bloody have time for a panic attack, brain.
15:48 <Cepheid> My head is starting to hurt. =.=
15:48 <Cepheid> I can't take a break from this either. I don't have time.
15:48 <Cepheid> If it takes me this long to solve one problem, then another problem's going to take just as much time.
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15:49 <Chancie> heyyyyyyyyyy guuuuuuuuuuyyyyyyyyssssss
15:49 <Chancie> who remembers mehhhhhhh
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15:50 <roflin> Well don't forget you can ask your fellow students for help, or even your TA.
15:50 <Cepheid> Aaahahaha yeah right.
15:50 <Cepheid> The TAs are useless, and the other students want nothing to do with me.
15:50 <Chancie> y does everyone always ignore me... DX
15:50 <Cepheid> Everyone expects me to be able to help them, not the other way around. I'm a gods damned genius to everyone. Why should I ever need help with anything?
15:51 <Chancie> I'm just not good enough for anyone.
15:51 <Cepheid> ...
15:51 <Cepheid> Hello, Chancie.
15:51 <Cepheid> Welcome to watching me have a breakdown.
15:51 <Cepheid> Happy?
15:51 <Cepheid> Geezus bloody cripes I hate people like you that demand attention the moment you show up
15:51 <Chancie> soooo whats up again?
15:51 <Cepheid> Irritating little git.
15:51 <Chancie> excuse me.
15:52 * Schism hugs the Cepheid. :<
15:52 <SunsetShimmer> Can we not?
15:52 <SunsetShimmer> Chancie, please calm it down.
15:53 <Schism> Cepheid, it really sucks when you know you should know something, that you feel like you should get it, but it's just not clicking. Don't confuse that with you being useless or anything, please.
15:53 <Chancie> He started ittttttttttttttttttttt
15:53 <SunsetShimmer> I don't care.
15:53 <Chancie> jus sayn
15:53 <Cepheid> Ye know what? I'll solve this little growing problem in a simple manner.
15:53 *** Parts: Cepheid (Cepheid@tick.tock.tick.tock.goes.the.clock) ("Leaving")
15:54 <roflin> ...
15:54 <SunsetShimmer> He needs to cool off.
15:54 <Schism> Yeah.
15:54 <SunsetShimmer> it's probably better this way
15:54 <Schism> But seriously.
15:54 <Chancie> gimme some toast to calm me down someone. just plain burnt toast will do.
15:54 <SunsetShimmer> Chancie, we're not a channel that does the spam gig
15:54 <SunsetShimmer> if you want a channel that is endlessly bouncy chatter, there's plenty around
15:54 <Chancie> but NO CHEEZ coz that will make me hyper and wtf HOW AM I SPAMMING
15:55 <SunsetShimmer> Look, right now...you aren't really doing much more than being a tad careless with how you come across
15:55 <SunsetShimmer> dial the random back a bit
15:56 <roflin> well I just hope Cepheid doesn't stop a course just because of one silly excersize...
15:56 <Chancie> BTW is Jahnesta here??? He's my G. aND PLUS idk WHAHT im doing wrong
15:56 * SunsetShimmer rubs temples
15:56 <SunsetShimmer> Just...calm down a little
15:56 <SunsetShimmer> jahnesta isn't here.
15:57 <Chancie> Fine then. --_--
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15:58 <Chancie> ohhhh scarlet harmony ik u from Jahnesta heyy
15:58 <Scarlet_Harmony> Nu!!! He isn't here yet? Awh....
15:58 <Scarlet_Harmony> Heyyyy
15:58 <Chancie> lol nope he aint. hes ma friend too
15:58 <Scarlet_Harmony> Here you guys go, I just watched it all. 100% awesome! http://kimcartoon.me/Cartoon/My-Little-Pony-The-Movie-2017/Full
15:59 <Scarlet_Harmony> I knuw. I kinda figured that out when I first saw you guys talking. Lol
15:59 <Chancie> is that seriously the whole entire movie??
15:59 <Chancie> oh yh lol..
15:59 <Scarlet_Harmony> Yeah. I just finished it.
16:00 <DashedRainbows> just one more day!
16:00 * DashedRainbows squeals
16:00 <Scarlet_Harmony> One more day for what?
16:00 <Chancie> in the UK it comes out on the 20th
16:01 <DashedRainbows> movie. theater. ponies
16:01 <Scarlet_Harmony> Have you already bought tickets?
16:01 <DashedRainbows> mhm
16:01 <Chancie> which soooooooo sucks
16:01 <Filly_Nightmares> Eee
16:01 <Scarlet_Harmony> Oh. Lol. I was gonna say to just watch the movie online, but you would be wasting your moneyz.
16:02 <Chancie> noice
16:02 <DashedRainbows> le gasp
16:02 * Scarlet_Harmony noms Filly_Nightmares
16:03 <SunsetShimmer> No
16:03 * SunsetShimmer ughs
16:03 <Scarlet_Harmony> Awh... Not even a little?
16:03 <SunsetShimmer> We're not doing this discussion here
16:03 <Scarlet_Harmony> Okie then.
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16:03 <Chancie> Scarlet how do you do that * thing?
16:03 <SunsetShimmer> NO distribution of the movie here.
16:03 <Scarlet_Harmony> Oh. Sorrie! I didn't know!
16:03 <Chancie> ugh nvm
16:03 <SunsetShimmer> It's common sense. o.o
16:03 <Chancie> sunset yo ANNOYING
16:04 <SunsetShimmer> I'm a mod, kinda my thing
16:04 <Scarlet_Harmony> Not for meeeeeeeeeeeeee! No she's not. It's just her job.
16:04 <Scarlet_Harmony> :3
16:04 <Chancie> We can't talk about cheez and toast and now no MOVIE DX XD
16:04 <SunsetShimmer> Movie is on spoiler lockdown, Chancie
16:04 <SunsetShimmer> much like unseen episodes
16:04 * Filly_Nightmares chews on Scarlet_Harmony's fqce
16:05 <Scarlet_Harmony> We can talk in PM though, I think?
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16:05 <Chancie> Don't u mean DM?
16:05 * Filly_Nightmares rolls and floofs
16:05 <Scarlet_Harmony> PM, DM, same things.
16:05 <Chancie> Oh yh lol
16:06 * Scarlet_Harmony wigglewaggles at Filly_Nightmares!
16:06 <Chancie> *sigh i'm gunna go now pony peeps imma bored cya later maybeeeee
16:06 <Chancie> baiiiiiiiiii
16:06 <Scarlet_Harmony> Oh! Use /me for the green letters dude.
16:07 <Chancie> oh hehe
16:07 <Chancie> anyways
16:07 <Filly_Nightmares> Wat green letters?
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16:07 <Scarlet_Harmony> Rp style letters, what you and I always do.
16:07 <Filly_Nightmares> o5o
16:08 <SunsetShimmer> To clarify, they're not green for everyone
16:08 <Scarlet_Harmony> Oh, well they're green for me! :3
16:08 * Thelema5 just found an ooold iPhone
16:08 <SunsetShimmer> the client you use does that, but most of us would be using a client that just adds italic slant and emphasis to the text
16:08 * Scarlet_Harmony claps her hooves and smiles! "Good for you buddy!"
16:08 <Thelema5> It's not locked, great. Free storage
16:09 <Scarlet_Harmony> Lucky find eh?
16:09 <Schism> Of course, some clients also /italicize/ and *emphasize* with by putting slashes and asterisks around the text.
16:09 <Schism> s/with//
16:09 * Filly_Nightmares chews on Schism
16:09 * Schism is chewy.
16:10 * Thelema5 makes wookie sounds
16:10 * Filly_Nightmares wears Thelema5 as a hat and sits on Schism's face
16:11 * roflin flashbacks to the Star Wars holiday special.
16:12 <The_Nostalgia_Mare> ...
16:12 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Cobalt Comet: DHX Media Considers Selling and Merging Options [ http://tinyurl.com/ybeuq8h5 ]
16:13 *** SunsetShimmer changes topic to 'Welcome to #EquestriaDaily! This channel is rated All Ages | Guide and rules: http://derpy.me/EqDRules | Episode 21 Open For Discussion. | Ponies hath returned! Enjoy the rest of the new season. [MLP Movie spoilers and Sharing leak sources prohibited.]'
16:13 <SunsetShimmer> There, that should do
16:13 <Thelema5> Thanks!
16:13 *** SunsetShimmer is now known as Tempest-Shadow
16:13 <Thelema5> I don't think many people really read the topic, though
16:13 <Schism> Danke.
16:13 * Tempest-Shadow coughs into a hoof and silently agrees...
16:14 <DashedRainbows> that should be a thing
16:14 <DashedRainbows> read the topic or permaban
16:14 * DashedRainbows would make a great and fair op
16:14 * Filly_Nightmares chews on DashedRainbows
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16:15 * DashedRainbows squeaaks
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16:20 <DashedRainbows> welcome back Cepheid
16:21 <Thelema5> Even if no one reads the topic it help cover the Mods flank when people say "but I didn't knoooooow"
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16:22 * DashedRainbows holds up a sign 'read the topic or else'
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16:23 <roflin> offcourse only the local dub is running here... so I guess I'll have to find it somewhere... maybe google movies has it/will have it.
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16:24 <Cepheid> DashedRainbows: You could have sign after sign after sign telling you to read this or that, and people still will not read what they're told to read. You can even directly tell the person to read something and they won't.
16:25 <Scarlet_Harmony> Ha! Finally! Chapter two is done and waiting to be posted... Ugh. That took way longer than I thought it would.
16:25 <DashedRainbows> Yeah...
16:25 <Scarlet_Harmony> What are you guys talking about?
16:26 <Cepheid> Plus even if they do read it, there's no guarantee that they will listen.
16:26 <Cepheid> A lot of people work under the guise that the freedom of speech allows people to ignore rules or laws.
16:26 <DashedRainbows> Yay Maud
16:27 <Scarlet_Harmony> What's up with Maud?
16:27 <DashedRainbows> I'm rewatching in anticipation of the movie
16:27 <DashedRainbows> I'm on Maud Pie
16:27 <Thelema5> How far have you gotten
16:27 <Thelema5> Oh
16:27 <Thelema5> XD
16:28 <Scarlet_Harmony> I think I should watch it all the way from S1E1 to now. It'll take a while, but I need to study the show if my fanfic is gonna be good.
16:29 <Cepheid> I dunno what to do right now.
16:29 <DashedRainbows> Edible rocks!
16:29 <Scarlet_Harmony> I'd eat em.
16:30 <Scarlet_Harmony> What are you thinking about doing, Cepheid?
16:30 <Cepheid> Nothing right now. But I need to be productive.
16:30 <Cepheid> I have stuff due.
16:30 <Scarlet_Harmony> Then do the stuff you need to? It makes sense.
16:31 <DashedRainbows> Rock hat
16:31 <Cepheid> Can't. One thing that's critical and due, I can't do it.
16:31 <Scarlet_Harmony> What is it?
16:31 <DashedRainbows> This episode rocks *rimshot*
16:31 <Scarlet_Harmony> lol
16:32 <Cepheid> Discrete structures. Something I don't understand and cannot comprehend.
16:32 <Scarlet_Harmony> Ah, too bad then. Is it a big grade for you?
16:33 <Thelema5> Can't you approach your professor for help?
16:33 <Cepheid> I'm not supposed to ask the professor, none of the TAs are available today.
16:33 <Cepheid> And again, I can ask for help one one question, that's fine.
16:33 <Cepheid> But I'm not going to bother them for the other 4 or so I can't do either.
16:33 <Cepheid> Might as well just have them give me the answers in such a case.
16:34 <Thelema5> Hmm.
16:34 <Cepheid> I don't stand a chance
16:34 <Cepheid> Might as well just give up, accept an F, and focus on what I can do.
16:35 <Cepheid> All the basic details taught in the lectures I understand.
16:35 <Cepheid> But I can't put them together to solve complex problems.
16:35 <Cepheid> I don't see recurrences. I don't see any patterns. I don't see any viable starting or ending point.
16:35 <Cepheid> I try something, I find out that it's the wrong way to start. I try something else out, same thing.
16:35 <Cepheid> It's an endless vicious cycle. I cannot do this.
16:36 <Cepheid> And since I can't do this, I can't graduate, therefore I'm useless.
16:36 <Cepheid> Because I need that special little paper that says I graduated so I can get a job.
16:36 <roflin> well maybe it's an idea, to write those attempts down, explain your thought process and why the solution won't work. You might get partial credit and they can give you targeted feedback.
16:37 <Thelema5> I'm sure it's just a question of approaching it from a different perspective. There must be tutorials or some other resources available online.
16:37 <Thelema5> The important part is to avoid frustration because it will literally force your mind to keep focusing on the same misunderstanding
16:37 <Cepheid> I looked. I even tried a different question to get my mind off of the one that's been bugging me.
16:37 <Cepheid> I am running into the same problem.
16:38 <Cepheid> I don't know where to start, I don't know where to end. What I try doesn't lead to any apparent answer.
16:38 <Cepheid> In fact, it only makes the problem worse.
16:38 <Cepheid> I simply cannot do it.
16:38 <Cepheid> There's no ifs and or buts about it
16:38 <Cepheid> I lack the skill, I lack the knowledge, and I lack the ingenuity to do this topic.
16:38 <Thelema5> Wish I could help, but math is not something I understand beyond very basic arithmetic
16:38 <Cepheid> I refuse to accept anything else at this point.
16:39 <Cepheid> Because all evidence points to that.
16:39 <Cepheid> The fact that I passed my discrete structures last semester was less because I knew what I was doing and more because of a fluke,
16:39 <Cepheid> Or perhaps someone at the school taking mercy upon my level of stupidity in one topic.
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16:47 * Thelema5 goes to find some lunch
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16:47 <Cepheid> Let's see... question 5... Can't do that, already tried for a few hours. Question 6.. Don't even know where to begin. Can prove via examples, but that isn't acceptable. Question 7.. Don't even know where to begin. Question 8... That's the one driving me nuts. Question 9. Nope.
16:48 <DashedRainbows> The debit of evil Sweetie
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16:53 <Cepheid> "Let n >= 4 be an integer and consider the set S = {1, 2, 3, ..., n}. Let k be an integer with 2 <= k <= n - 2. In this question, we consider subsets A of S for which |A| = k and {1,2} ⊄ A. Let N denote the number of such subsets. Use the Sum Rule to find N, then use the Complement Rule to find N, and then..."
16:53 * Filly_Nightmares goes O4O at Cepheid
16:53 <Schism> Ye gods.
16:54 * Filly_Nightmares is snuggle floof!
16:54 <Cepheid> I don't even know where to start.
16:54 <Cepheid> And the final step of that question is to use both parts A and B to prove an equation.
16:55 <Cepheid> I tried listing out subsets that met the requirements, but I saw no recurring pattern.
16:55 * Filly_Nightmares hugs
16:56 <Cepheid> "Let k >= 1 be an integer and consider a sequence n1, n2, n3, n4, ..., nk of positive integers. Use a combinatorial proof to show that (n1 choose 2) + (n2 choose 2) + (n3 choose 2) ... (nk choose 2) <= (n1 + n2 + n3 + ... + nk choose 2)"
16:56 *** [AFK] is now known as Fizzlepop_Berrytwist
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16:57 <Cepheid> I don't even know what to do.
16:57 <Cepheid> And if this is the type of questions to expect in later assignments, then I don't stand a chance.
16:58 <Cepheid> I'd rather just give up and accept the F.
17:00 <Cepheid> Unfortunately my parents won't allow that.
17:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: More Movie and Pirate Stuff Released in Gameloft MLP Game Patch 4.0.0 [ http://tinyurl.com/y9gn4d86 ]
17:01 <CleverDerpy> Schism, Derpy is having French fries and shrimp for lunch
17:01 <CleverDerpy> would you like some?
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17:04 <Golden> Hey everyone
17:05 <CleverDerpy> hiya Golden
17:05 <Golden> How goes it?
17:05 <DashedRainbows> Howdy Golden
17:06 <Cepheid> Welp, that's the full three and a half hour period I had to do my assignment wasted.
17:06 <Cepheid> All on trying to figure out questions I can't possibly answer.
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17:06 <Golden> Heya Dashed
17:09 <DashedRainbows> Luna is awesome
17:09 <DashedRainbows> 'sup
17:09 <Cepheid> I want to punch a wall.
17:14 <DashedRainbows> Flimflam
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17:17 *** ChanServ sets mode: +qo Ali Ali
17:17 <DashedRainbows> Yo Ali
17:17 * Ali wavies
17:19 * DashedRainbows waves back
17:26 <Schism> We have a new roommate for a few hours, it appears. A very excitable bishon frise.
17:28 <Cepheid> I want to admit myself to the ER, or the local medical station again.
17:29 <Ali> What's wrong Cepheid?
17:29 <Cepheid> Collapse of my mind because I'm unable to complete an assignment, even if I had infinite amount of time to do it.
17:30 * Ali understands that and brushie brushes Cepheid
17:30 <Cepheid> I have no proper way to vent about it either. If I try to vent here, I'll just take it out on the wrong people.
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17:30 <Schism> Cepheid: Sometimes we all hit a wall. It sucks, badly, and you're also stressed as hell from starting a new semester.
17:30 <Cepheid> If I went to my dad, it'll only piss me off more because he's always proud of me regardless of whether or not I'm failing something and it's clear I'm failing.
17:31 <Cepheid> And bloody everyone refuses to acknowledge one little detail, which is pissing me off considerably.
17:31 <Schism> That you're not actually a wunderkind?
17:31 <Cepheid> No, that i'm useless.
17:31 <Cepheid> I serve no bloody purpose outside of a very small field.
17:32 <Cepheid> Anything else outside of that field, I can't do.
17:32 <Cepheid> And hey, guess what? The one field I want to do requires exterior knowledge that I can't glean, understand or learn.
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17:32 <Cepheid> SO I'm useless.
17:32 * Ali pulls Cepheid over and hugs and brushies to help calm them down.
17:32 <Cepheid> No one will acknowledge this, no one wants to believe it.
17:32 <Ali> We all have those useless feelings dear.
17:32 <Cepheid> No, I have to be smart, I have to be a genius, I can learn anything.
17:32 <Cepheid> I am not, a bloody friggen genius. I am not smart.
17:32 <Cepheid> If I was smart, I'd be able to learn this. I'd be able to learn to ask others for help.
17:33 <Cepheid> But I can't do this, I've never been able to.
17:33 <Cepheid> Because everyone bloody sees me as some bloody friggen genius.
17:33 <Cepheid> Oh, Andrew, you're so smart, help me out here.
17:33 <Ali> Thought of taking a walk or a break to calm yourself down?
17:33 <Cepheid> Oh, Andrew, I'm amazed you got a perfect mark.
17:33 <Cepheid> ..
17:33 <MrKulebyaka> There threre it's alright
17:33 <Cepheid> It's been three hours since this started.
17:33 <Cepheid> It isn't going away
17:33 <Ali> I didn't know dear
17:33 <Cepheid> I want to yell, I want to rant, I want to punch something and break a bone.
17:34 <Cepheid> I am sick and tired of this.
17:34 <Cepheid> I just want someone to acknowledge that for once, I am not a genius. That I'm not smart, that I'm just some random idiot who managed to slip by through sheer luck.
17:34 <Cepheid> And if I can't have that..
17:34 <Cepheid> Then I don't want to live.
17:34 <Cepheid> And given I've never gotten that, and can't get that..
17:34 <Cepheid> There's no purpose in living to me.
17:35 <Cepheid> I'd rather be dead right now.
17:35 <Schism> Cepheid, you're not a genius, certainly. Skilled at what you do, not perfect.
17:35 <Cepheid> I an idiot.
17:35 <Cepheid> I have no real skill.
17:35 <Cepheid> I can write code, sure, great. But what does that do for me or anyone?
17:35 <Cepheid> I haven't done anything with it. I haven't completed any projects.
17:35 <Cepheid> And I don't even have a portfolio to work with.
17:35 <Cepheid> I'll never get a job in my field, I'll be stuck doing dead-end stuff no one else wants to do.
17:36 <Cepheid> My sister has it better than me, even though she's not doing what she wants to do.
17:36 <Schism> Then include me in that little assessment, because I have practically no marketable skills. I've been out of work for the last most-of-a-year and I'm expecting to get a job in retail just to get the bills paid.
17:36 <Ali> Oh I've been there.
17:36 <Cepheid> I can't do anything right.
17:36 <Cepheid> I can't even live right.
17:36 <Ali> I think that's the stress talking dear.
17:36 <Cepheid> Every day I get stupid headaches, I can't tell the doctors to just fucking go in there and clean out my sinuses or something.
17:36 <Cepheid> No, I have to take round after round after round of antibiotics.
17:36 <Cepheid> I don't want to live like this. I don't want to live at all.
17:37 <Cepheid> Of course I can't even prove this fact.
17:37 <Cepheid> I'm too fucking cowardly to even show any symptoms of it.
17:37 <Cepheid> No, I hide it all, I compress it into this little ball that just grows and grows until I lose it.
17:37 <Cepheid> I want to be bloody normal and I can't.
17:37 <Ali> Cepheid, have you been diagnosed with depression?
17:37 <Cepheid> Yes.
17:37 <Cepheid> I took my antidepressants.
17:37 <Schism> Cepheid. You are definitely not alone in this, here.
17:37 <Cepheid> ...
17:37 <Cepheid> I got a bloody seminar I have to go to later today, and I'm really, REALLY not in any condition to do so.
17:38 <Cepheid> And it's mandatory.
17:38 * Ali brushies Cepheid, she knows this struggle.
17:38 <Cepheid> I..
17:38 <Cepheid> I just want to go to the hospital or local medical center and just punch something until they get the message.
17:38 <Cepheid> There is something wrong with me. I want to kill myself but I can't say it.
17:38 <Schism> Take the bus back home. Skip the seminar, tell them that you're too sick to attend.
17:38 <Ali> Cepheid, I managed to score 120+ on an IQ test
17:38 <Cepheid> I can't.
17:38 <Cepheid> If I don't go to this seminar, I fail the co-op course as well.
17:38 <Ali> What do I have to show for it? 10+ years in retail and now can't work again ever.
17:39 <MrKulebyaka> I had these feelings too
17:39 <Cepheid> ...
17:39 <Cepheid> Gods you people are just pissing me off now.
17:39 <Ali> Then step away
17:39 <Cepheid> You're doing one of the many things I don't want.
17:39 <Tempest-Shadow> Let's step back from the madness here
17:39 <Cepheid> I don't want people to try and make me feel better by telling me they know how I feel. I know you know how I feel.
17:39 <Cepheid> Everyone goes through this in some way in their life.
17:39 <Cepheid> It's a given.
17:40 <Cepheid> What I want is for someone to actually acknowledge what the hell I'm saying.
17:40 <Cepheid> That I'm useless.
17:40 <Cepheid> That I serve no purpose.
17:40 <Cepheid> But no one will do it.
17:40 <Ali> Cause its not true
17:40 <Cepheid> I just listen and listen and listen to how people say they've felt the same way, about how they try to cheer me up, about how they aren't upset that I'm a screwup.
17:40 <Cepheid> It's the same gods damned stuff all the time.
17:40 <Ali> You're not gonna find that self driven answer you want us to say.
17:40 <Cepheid> Just give it up, you have no evidence to prove the contradictory.
17:41 <Ali> Also watch it, you're pushing your luck now dear.
17:41 <Cepheid> Oh look, someone actually threatens me because of my attitude for once.
17:41 <Cepheid> About damned time.
17:41 <Schism> Simply put: Right now, at this moment, you don't serve any purpose.
17:42 <Cepheid> I want this to stop as much as the next person.
17:42 <Ali> Cause I'm the head mod, and its starting to get out of control
17:42 <Cepheid> But no one takes me seriously.
17:43 <Tempest-Shadow> The best way to get it to stop right now is to take time off and find help outside of here
17:43 <Schism> I am serious about the both of us - the lot of us - being screwups, and at the moment, functionally useless.
17:44 <Cepheid> Whether I continue my education or not won't change anything.
17:44 <Cepheid> My parents will still be proud of me for having at least tried.
17:44 <Cepheid> No, no sadness in them because their son's a screwup.
17:44 <Cepheid> People around me won't think anything of it.
17:44 <Cepheid> Why should they? Whether I pass or fail doesn't mean anything to them.
17:45 <Schism> Have you told your folks how pissed off you are at that?
17:45 <Cepheid> Countless times. All I do is get is frustration from them and refusal to acknowledge anything I say.
17:45 <Cepheid> In fact my dad no longer wants to deal with me when I'm depressed.
17:46 <Cepheid> And my mother doesn't want anything to do with me when I'm depressed because of how dark I get.
17:46 <Schism> I suspect that's because you're insinuating - or rather, telling him - that he's wrong, and has been wrong...
17:46 <Cepheid> So I just keep quiet and don't say anything.
17:46 <Cepheid> I just ball it all up rather than discussing anything with them, because what's the point?
17:46 <Cepheid> They're just gonna get annoyed, or refuse to listen.
17:46 <Cepheid> And the rest?
17:47 <Cepheid> Doctors? Psychiatrists?
17:47 <Cepheid> My doctor doesn't believe me when I say I get ideas to hurt myself.
17:47 <Schism> Wait, WHAT?
17:47 <Cepheid> The only psychiatrist the doctors keep referring me to refuse to acknowledge my existence and set up an appointment.
17:47 <Cepheid> The only way I'd ever get a response is if I walked into the ER or a medical centre of some sort, and jam a steak knife into my hand right in front of them.
17:47 <Cepheid> And I doubt even that would work.
17:48 <Cepheid> They just see my descriptions of my behaviour as a "call for help" but not from them.
17:48 <Schism> Are you kidding me? The first psychiatrist I've seen in years asked, straightaway, "Have you had any thoughts of hurting or killing yourself or others?" To which I reply, honestly, "Yes, but it doesn't stick."
17:48 <Cepheid> This is why I want to injure myself before going to, or being in the presence of an ER.
17:48 <Cepheid> Because without some evidence to support my case, they won't listen to me.
17:48 <Cepheid> I am sick and tired of having breakdowns, and going into such deep states that I consider offing myself.
17:49 <Cepheid> But no one wants to listen to me, and I just appear as some crying whiner to them.
17:49 <Cepheid> If I died, it'd just be a case of "We don't know what went wrong. He seemed fine."
17:49 <Cepheid> Never mind that there is tons of evidence present, past, and at this rate, in the future as well, that suggests otherwise.
17:49 <Cepheid> My death would not go unnoticed, I know this. People care about me.
17:50 <Cepheid> But they don't care so much as to understand that I need help.
17:50 <Cepheid> And so they don't offer assistance of any sort towards that regard.
17:50 <Cepheid> My dad especially, as he dislikes hospitals.
17:50 <Cepheid> He'd rather just cover the problem up and refuse to call an ambulance, no matter how bad I get.
17:50 <Cepheid> My dad's a coward.
17:50 <Schism> On consideration, an option may present itself. Have you considered calling a suicide hotline?
17:50 <Cepheid> I love him, but at the same time I hate him.
17:51 <Schism> It sounds flippant, but they're there for a reason.
17:51 <Cepheid> I'd rather be put on suicide watch, as I'm not even sure I'm in full control of myself.
17:52 <Cepheid> But unless I can prove a need for such a thing, it won't happen.
17:52 <Schism> Have you tried before?
17:52 <Cepheid> I'm pretty sure walking up to the ER and saying that I'd like to be put on suicide watch won't work.
17:52 <Cepheid> There'd need to be evidence of it.
17:52 <Cepheid> Something to support the need.
17:52 <Schism> First off, you've been on antidepressants in the past, correct, and have medical records saying so?
17:52 <Cepheid> And punching walls, despite potentially causing severe injuries, isn't enough.
17:52 <Cepheid> Yep.
17:53 <Schism> That alone is a marker.
17:53 <Cepheid> After this seminar, I think I might wander off to the local hospital and just see what happens.
17:53 <Cepheid> I'm at my breaking point now.
17:54 <Cepheid> This is going to happen again in a month or two's time. And another month or two after that. And each time I'm going to get worse and worse.
17:54 <Schism> If you have severe bouts of clinical depression like this one, you have been on antidepressants, and you present with recurring suicidal thoughts, then yes.
17:54 <Cepheid> There is something wrong with me. More than just the depression.
17:55 <Cepheid> ... I'm gonna go talk to the seminar person and ask if I can get a leave of absence for this.
17:55 <Ali> Please do Cepheid
17:55 <Tempest-Shadow> Indeed
17:55 <Ali> We don't want you to hurt yourself.
17:56 <Schism> Yeah, pretty much what they said. In this case, if you're entertaining suicidal thoughts, it does count as a medical emergency.
17:57 <Ali> Very much so, especially if you're on an antidepressant.
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18:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Movie Twitter posts a Tempest Shadow Camera Filter [ http://tinyurl.com/ycov7jnr ]
18:03 <Tempest-Shadow> Ha
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18:06 <ChancieAlicornHA> Hi
18:07 * Filly_Nightmares eees
18:07 <ChancieAlicornHA> ?
18:07 * Filly_Nightmares eees!
18:07 * Schism eees! back.
18:08 * Filly_Nightmares berps at Schism!
18:08 <ChancieAlicornHA> um hello.
18:08 * Filly_Nightmares floofs
18:08 <Schism> Hiya.
18:08 <ChancieAlicornHA> everyone always ignores me.
18:09 <DashedRainbows> Uh
18:09 <Schism> You could just say, "Hi folks," and then let folks respond as they will...?
18:09 <ChancieAlicornHA> k then i ... guess.
18:09 <ChancieAlicornHA> is Jahnesta here
18:09 <DashedRainbows> Hi ChancieAlicornHA
18:10 <Schism> We're not just ignoring you. Sometimes people have conversations going on already.
18:10 <ChancieAlicornHA> Hi DashedRainbows
18:10 <ChancieAlicornHA> k Schism idc anymore lol
18:11 <DashedRainbows> Pinkie is scary sometimes
18:11 <ChancieAlicornHA> that's random
18:11 <ChancieAlicornHA> abd yes she's always scary
18:11 <ChancieAlicornHA> *and
18:12 <DashedRainbows> Nah not always
18:12 <ChancieAlicornHA> lol
18:12 <ChancieAlicornHA> is Jahnesta hereeeee
18:12 <Tempest-Shadow> Nooope
18:12 <DashedRainbows> !seen Jahnesta
18:12 <DerpyBot> DashedRainbows: The last time I saw Jahnesta was 2017-10-03 20:31:49 UTC
18:13 <DashedRainbows> Pinkie is awesome though
18:13 <ChancieAlicornHA> gee thanks Derps..-_-
18:14 <ChancieAlicornHA> Pinkie's a phsycopath!!!
18:14 <ChancieAlicornHA> ....buuuuuuuuuuuuuut she's adorable XD
18:15 <DashedRainbows> Only a little
18:15 <DashedRainbows> And very much so
18:16 <ChancieAlicornHA> i've got a book horse plush
18:16 <ChancieAlicornHA> several.
18:16 <DashedRainbows> I've got a party horse plush
18:17 <ChancieAlicornHA> ive also got a rainbow horse plush
18:17 <DashedRainbows> Me too but you could probably guess that lol
18:18 <ChancieAlicornHA> and a moon horse
18:18 <ChancieAlicornHA> and a sun horse
18:18 <DashedRainbows> Aww
18:18 <ChancieAlicornHA> and a derp horse
18:18 <ChancieAlicornHA> especially za derp horse
18:19 <ChancieAlicornHA> aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand a stripy horse!
18:19 <DashedRainbows> I'll probably resume the collection
18:20 <ChancieAlicornHA> noice
18:20 <DashedRainbows> I got the mane 6, Spike and Coco Pommel
18:22 <ChancieAlicornHA> plush or plastic?
18:22 <DashedRainbows> Plush
18:23 <ChancieAlicornHA> coco?
18:24 <DashedRainbows> Gift
18:24 <ChancieAlicornHA> you got a coco plush!!!??
18:24 <DashedRainbows> Mhm
18:24 <ChancieAlicornHA> coooooooooooooooooooooooool
18:25 <DashedRainbows> Yup
18:25 <ChancieAlicornHA> is it from kuurupop or a con?
18:25 <DashedRainbows> But you got derpy
18:25 <ChancieAlicornHA> derpy build a bear
18:25 <DashedRainbows> Hmm
18:25 <ChancieAlicornHA> oh wait AND a derpy Mailmare
18:26 <ChancieAlicornHA> soooooooo cuuuute
18:26 <DashedRainbows> I'll be going to stuff one in store one day
18:26 <DashedRainbows> Scare all the soccer moms
18:26 <DashedRainbows> Lol
18:26 <ChancieAlicornHA> lol
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18:27 <DashedRainbows> Man, Spike is so oblivious sometimes
18:27 <Thelema5|away> It's creepy, though, DashedRainbows... they have a whole ritual they go through including inserting a heart into the plush
18:28 <Thelema5|away> It feels like being inducted into a cult
18:28 <ChancieAlicornHA> im watching brony docs on tube lol
18:28 <DashedRainbows> Even better
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18:28 <Starlight_Glimmer> Thelema5|away: I'm O.K. with that
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18:29 <Starlight_Glimmer> At least if the result is that animatronic book horse
18:29 <Pegasister13> omggggg i LOVE that toy!
18:29 <DashedRainbows> They have that!?
18:30 <Pegasister13> u talking bout the crystal empire one or the movie one?
18:30 <Pegasister13> coz i have the crystal empire one
18:31 <Starlight_Glimmer> !link https://derpibooru.org/1370819
18:31 <DerpyBot> Twilight told me this picture is about irl human youtube link toy fair creepy twilight sparkle (and 17 more)
18:31 <Starlight_Glimmer> DashedRainbows: Doubt it
18:31 <DashedRainbows> Seriously, Spike
18:31 <Starlight_Glimmer> :3
18:31 <DashedRainbows> Aww
18:31 <Pegasister13> that is incredible omgggggggg
18:31 <DashedRainbows> That's not even creepy
18:32 <Thelema5> Hmm. Apparently 20th Century Fox is planning on releasing a Bob's Burgers feature film
18:32 <Thelema5> http://deadline.com/2017/10/bobs-burgers-movie-release-date-fox-1202181837/
18:33 <Thelema5> Looks like traditional-style animation isn't dead in theaters just yet.
18:33 <DashedRainbows> OMG, Spike
18:33 <Pegasister13> https://www.google.co.uk/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjTl926zdfWAhUhKcAKHQMuASUQjRwIBw&url=http%3A%2F%2Ftoyboxnebula.blogspot.com%2F2013%2F10%2F&psig=AOvVaw0F9yP6hzjieIEeGLtYwcAm&ust=1507228380975627
18:33 <Starlight_Glimmer> Long and ugly link is long and ugly
18:33 <Pegasister13> wait wrong link
18:33 <Thelema5> My eyes!!!
18:34 <Pegasister13> http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-AAob_APAmvc/UmA5kNTfsoI/AAAAAAAAAiA/Y4noiqWT_P4/s1600/Talking+Princess+Twilight+Sparkle+1.jpg
18:34 <Pegasister13> thats even longer lol
18:35 <DashedRainbows> I always get scared going down that aisle
18:35 <Starlight_Glimmer> It's shorter by one line on my screen
18:35 <Pegasister13> i have that book horse
18:35 <Thelema5> What does she say?
18:36 <Pegasister13> http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-AAob_APAmvc/UmA5kNTfsoI/AAAAAAAAAiA/Y4noiqWT_P4/s1600/Talking+Princess+Twilight+Sparkle+1.jpg Look at the review
18:36 <Starlight_Glimmer> They have merch in a local super market now in preparation for the movie
18:36 <Thelema5> That's great, Starlight_Glimmer
18:36 <DashedRainbows> Yeah it's awesome
18:37 <Thelema5> I hope they make $$$
18:37 <Pegasister13> OK there u go heres what shes says look at the review https://youtu.be/0xasDji1yG0
18:37 <Thelema5> People from outside the fandom are being pretty pessimistic about the film, unfortunately
18:37 <DashedRainbows> I need to make them pony ears
18:38 <DashedRainbows> I already have the brown felt
18:38 <Pegasister13> https://youtu.be/vhFVkqWUKYI Dare ya ppl
18:39 <Thelema5> Cinemablend predicts a rotten tomatoes rating of 15%, which is dismal
18:39 <DashedRainbows> I predict 60%
18:39 <Thelema5> Pegasister13, please preceed youtube links with "!link" so that our resident bot will tell us what the video is about before we decide to click it
18:39 <Starlight_Glimmer> Including horse themed bedware. I was thinking about buying two sets (because I sleep with 2 pillows and blankets), but thought for 20 bucks seaponies in my bed might be a little too splashy.
18:40 <Thelema5> Unfortunately, they don't make MLP bedding in queen size
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18:40 <Thelema5> I /do/ have a microfleece throw with the mane 6 on it, though
18:40 <DashedRainbows> Heh
18:41 <Thelema5> As well as a bunch of plushies of course
18:41 <DashedRainbows> Once the cold comes in I'll but one
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18:42 <DashedRainbows> I'm so excited too, rarity
18:42 <Starlight_Glimmer> We have pretty standard sizes over here. 135*200 cm is normal
18:43 <Thelema5> You can sorta kinda see my mlp blanket here, under the cat https://i.imgur.com/kKPISP0.png
18:43 <Thelema5> Or at least you can see part of rainbow's head, twilight's ear... and a bit of pinkie
18:44 * Thelema5 measures out 200 cm
18:44 <Starlight_Glimmer> I was thinking about getting larger ones with a length of 220 cm, but getting covers for that is a pain
18:45 <Starlight_Glimmer> So I just use two :3
18:45 <Thelema5> Makes sense
18:45 * DashedRainbows does wing-ups and yeahs
18:45 <Starlight_Glimmer> Also helped with my ex-gf's stealing habits
18:46 <Thelema5> O.o
18:46 <Thelema5> :P
18:46 <Starlight_Glimmer> I was not quite twice her weight, but she managed to take 2/3 of the space
18:46 <Thelema5> heh
18:46 <Starlight_Glimmer> Probably more like 3/4
18:47 <Starlight_Glimmer> To be fair on a 140 cm width bed
18:48 <DashedRainbows> Spike, really
18:50 * DashedRainbows yays
18:54 <DashedRainbows> Act casual. 'sup
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18:57 <Thelema5> Weird, the version of Safari running on this old iphone has seperate url and seach fields
18:58 <Thelema5> ...and no forward facing camera, apparently.
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19:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Silver Quill: Let's Review: MLP #59 [ http://tinyurl.com/yd39m37m ]
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19:09 <DashedRainbows> I'll miss the library
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19:16 <DashedRainbows> I shall return. Ciao
19:17 <Cepheid> Ow... Ow Ow Ow.
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19:18 <Pony|51416> DashedRainbows bya
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19:19 <DashedRainbows> Eek
19:19 <Cepheid> Doing better now.
19:19 <Jahnesta> What's wrong Cepheid?
19:20 <Cepheid> Psychotic break
19:20 <Jahnesta> ?
19:21 <Cepheid> Panic attack leading to depression episode and worse.
19:22 <Jahnesta> :0
19:22 <Cepheid> I spoke with the prof for the seminar. She called security. They assessed me and sent me to counseling services. Now I have an appointment with a counselor/psychiatrist next week.
19:22 <Jahnesta> Are you alright?
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19:23 <Cepheid> I'm fine now. I've calmed down after I got a chance to vent and talk to for such situations.
19:23 <Cepheid> Er, someone for*
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19:24 <Jahnesta> Good :)
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19:26 <Cepheid> Basically I'm okay now, and I am being coerced into making sure I stay okay.
19:26 * Jahnesta Puts a tin foil hat on Cepheid XP
19:27 <Jahnesta> I hope you do tho ^^
19:28 <Cepheid> I think I will. I kind of want these episodes to stop, or at least occur with lower frequency.
19:29 <Jahnesta> Why do you think it happens?
19:30 <Cepheid> If I had to guess, genetics. Other causes include improper treatment, environmental causes, lack of treatment of something.
19:31 <Jahnesta> I honestly don't know much about all of that, so i'm not sure how to help.. :(
19:32 <GalaxyNights> You can read about it if you have sincere interest
19:32 <Cepheid> Don't worry about it. That's what the counselling services are for.
19:32 <Jahnesta> :3
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19:34 <Cepheid> Truth told, I should have done this sooner. But getting up and acting on what needs to be done is hard when you think so negatively of yourself.
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19:36 <MrKulebyaka> Hi Jahnesta. How is it going in Holland?
19:36 <Jahnesta> Pretty ok
19:37 <Jahnesta> And in Russia MrKulebyaka?
19:37 <MrKulebyaka> Cold and quiet :)
19:38 <Jahnesta> :P
19:39 <DashedRainbows> So cold up there
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19:39 <Jahnesta> How cold is it now?
19:40 <MrKulebyaka> +3 in my town
19:40 <MrKulebyaka> But in some places there is already snow
19:41 <Jahnesta> Cool
19:41 <MrKulebyaka> I wish someday I move to some warm place
19:41 <Jahnesta> I <3 snow! :D
19:41 <MrKulebyaka> Like California
19:41 <Jahnesta> Then don't come here! :3
19:43 <MrKulebyaka> You mean to Netherlands? I think I will visit it someday, there are a lot of good things
19:43 <Jahnesta> Like what? Lots of rain? xP
19:44 <MrKulebyaka> The best dance festivals and night clubs, I believe :)
19:44 <Jahnesta> Ah, not sure bout that lel
19:45 <Cepheid> I'd love for it to be cold right now.
19:45 <Cepheid> Some sort of warm pressure system coming through, making it hot and humid. I'm sweating right now.
19:45 <Jahnesta> Bleh
19:46 <MrKulebyaka> I don't like when it's humid, it is really hard to handle it
19:50 <Cepheid> For my assignment tomorrow, regardless of how it goes, I'm just gonna submit the danged thing. I at least have 4 questions done, so there's that. And worst case scenario, I get 1 out of 9. Unless I misspell my own name or write down the wrong student number.
19:51 <Jahnesta> Good luck!
19:51 <Jahnesta> Chebhait
19:51 <Cepheid> Thanks. I'll try not to misspell my own name and student number.
19:52 <MrKulebyaka> I wish you good luck
19:52 <MrKulebyaka> Could you please tell how old are you?
19:52 <Jahnesta> You're quite nosey aren't you :P
19:53 <MrKulebyaka> me?
19:53 <Cepheid> I'm 31. Depression and similar mental conditions doesn't discriminate.
19:54 <Jahnesta> Yus
19:54 <MrKulebyaka> I'm just curious. Of course it doesn't
19:54 <Jahnesta> x3
19:54 <MrKulebyaka> Should I talk less?
19:54 <Cepheid> Nah.
19:55 <Jahnesta> Just being silly
19:56 <Jahnesta> Don't worry about it MrKulebyaka :D
19:56 <Jahnesta> That's what chats are for! x3
19:56 <Cepheid> Someone is toying with the piano in the Minto CASE building.
19:56 <Cepheid> Sounds like he's trying to tune it.
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19:58 <Jahnesta> o3o
19:58 <Cepheid> While the counsellors told me to head home, I'ma stick around for my Web Apps lecture 'cause taking the bus at this time is a bad idea. I'm just gonna clear my head and write code in my miiiind.
19:59 <Cepheid> So I'll be back tomorrow probably. I'm gonna head straight to bed when I get home. Get a lot of sleep.
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20:00 <Ali> Hope you feel better Cepheid
20:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by We Are Borg: Review: My Little Pony: The Movie is a Must See [ http://tinyurl.com/yd5daq39 ]
20:03 <MrKulebyaka> Writing code in mind is a tough thing. No IDE there to help
20:11 <Jahnesta> MrKulebyaka The MLP movie is downloading.. :D
20:11 <Jahnesta> Not the same link as you send tho..
20:12 <MrKulebyaka> Hush :) Turned out it is prohibited to talk about it here
20:13 <Jahnesta> Sowwy
20:13 <Jahnesta> I wont spoil anything!
20:13 <Jahnesta> I hate spoilers :P
20:14 <MrKulebyaka> This season had a lot of spoilers.
20:14 <Jahnesta> Yeah
20:17 <Cepheid> I'm doing a lot better Ali. Also my lecture starts at 4:30. I forgot this. So I have time to talk.
20:17 * Jahnesta Is a bit chilly
20:18 <Cepheid> Kuleb, I dream of code some times. Coding in my mind is easy. It's like breathing for me.
20:18 <MrKulebyaka> wow sounds cool
20:19 <MrKulebyaka> I never was able to do it
20:19 <Jahnesta> Cepheid Are you a robot? :o
20:19 <Cepheid> Now math and discrete structures? It's like trying to interpret a 5-dimensional Calibi-Yau Manifold in 3D space.
20:20 <Cepheid> No. Just been doing it for so long it has become natural for me.
20:21 <Jahnesta> Surree...
20:21 <Gladiolus> o3o
20:21 * Jahnesta Pokes Cepheid to see if he notices it..
20:21 * Gladiolus gives out free hugs, and hot chocolate to Jahnesta
20:22 <Cepheid> Ow.
20:22 * Jahnesta Purrs and sips the chocolate :3
20:22 <Jahnesta> You won bonus points by that tho
20:23 * Jahnesta checks Cepheid 's belly secrety for wires, finds nothing but floof
20:26 * Jahnesta Noms the floof
20:27 * Jahnesta Shakes his entire body like a wobbly head
20:27 <Jahnesta> Well i'll be gone in 2 minutes.. >:/
20:28 <MrKulebyaka> Then good night :)
20:28 * Filly_Nightmares purrs
20:29 <Jahnesta> Thanksies
20:29 <Jahnesta> You too for later :3
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20:32 <MrKulebyaka> Cepheid, as I understand you are a teacher at the university. Am I right?
20:32 <Cepheid> Nope. Student.
20:37 <MrKulebyaka> Oh sorry, I misunderstood it.
20:39 <Cepheid> No problem.
20:42 <MrKulebyaka> Btw do you know much about PHP?
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20:45 <MrKulebyaka> I'm a php developer, don't very like it but still haven't managed to start develop with another language
20:46 <Cepheid> PHP is not one of the languages I know. Could pick it up though.
20:50 <MrKulebyaka> It's very easy to start a new app with it. But if it is not very urgent situation it is better to choose something different. In my opinion
20:51 <MrKulebyaka> I like how nowadays javascript is used for everything, from backend to frontend and even desktop apps
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20:57 <Thelema5> Oh sweeeet!
20:58 <Thelema5> Paqui Chips are re-releasing their Carolina Reaper tortilla chip again
20:58 <Thelema5> I've waited so long to try them, but after their initial run single chips were selling for more than $50 each on ebay
21:00 <Thelema5> They're the hotest chip every produced
21:00 <MrKulebyaka> $50 for chips. I guess they are super good
21:00 * Schism grumbles, "Bet I could make a hotter chip..."
21:00 <Thelema5> http://paqui.com/onechipchallenge/
21:01 <Thelema5> Nah, they're not good MrKulebyaka... they are just very spicy and their marketing challenge went viral last year
21:01 <Thelema5> Their stock sold out in a matter of days so people began reselling them online at inflated prices. I mean, they're super expenisive to begin with at $5 PER CHIP
21:02 <Thelema5> But really, you're paying for the experience and for bragging rights XD
21:03 <MrKulebyaka> I like spicy food. I need to try to get them :)
21:04 <Thelema5> They're only selling them on their website this time. Last year they sold them at retail outlets and I think there were a few legal complications when people bought them not really understanding what they were getting into.
21:04 <Thelema5> By limiting sales to their website only they can get customers to sign a waiver.
21:06 <Thelema5> It's a bit annoying they they're not allowing preorders.
21:07 <MrKulebyaka> people on the video are going crazy, even crying. That must be extremly hot stuff
21:08 <Thelema5> It is, yeah.
21:09 <Thelema5> I was super disappointed that I missed out last time they were released so there's no way I'm going to miss it again.
21:09 <Thelema5> XD
21:13 * Cepheid noms all-dressed chips.
21:20 * Schism hugs the Cepheid and WILL NEVER LET GO.
21:20 <Schism> Are you feeling any better?
21:22 <Schism> Also, you should dip those all-dressed chips in sour cream. o3o
21:22 <Cepheid> Yes. I've also been given an appointment to see a counselor/psychiatrist next week to further investigate what is going on.
21:22 <Schism> That right there is excellent news.
21:22 <Schism> You did hit up the hospital then?
21:24 <Cepheid> No. They just handled me at the local counseling services. When I spoke to the prof she called a counsellor and security. They took care of me until I calmed down, then escorted me to a counselor that rushed me ahead of other people to take care of me.
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21:24 * Schism nodnodNODS. "That right there. That is how that should have been handled in the first place."
21:25 <Cepheid> Then I got the appointment. I was advised to go home as well, but the time I finally calmed down and was allowed to leave it was 3 pm. Bad idea to catch a bus then.
21:25 <Cepheid> So I just stuck around for my last lecture so my dad can pick me up later.
21:26 <Schism> Was that last lecture a bit less stressful than usual?
21:26 <Cepheid> Web Apps. Easy peas.
21:26 <Cepheid> Er peasy *
21:26 <Schism> Sounds like the kind of thing you needed after an emotional spike like that.
21:28 <Cepheid> Mmm. As for the assignment, I was glad video to ask for an extension but due to the way the prof is releasing assignment answer sheets he couldn't. His alternative was to take the average of the three remaining assignments instead. Now that my head is clear....
21:28 <Cepheid> I just opted to hand in the assignment come hell or high water. Even if I submit a page with a smiley face on it.
21:29 <Schism> I think your head's not clear yet, but it's getting there. I also suspect that the professor would be happier if you submitted a page of pseudocode detailing how you'd handle such a thing.
21:30 <Schism> Might not be logic in that sense, but it'd be better than nothing, and he might just get a kick out of it.
21:30 <Cepheid> Except it's discrete structures. No code. I'll just do what I can and submit that.
21:30 <Cepheid> Or at least show the direction I was heading. Or where I got locked up.
21:30 <Schism> You honestly sound like you've had a huge weight lifted off your shoulders.
21:31 <Schism> Or maybe see if your prof has office hours, and ask him about it?
21:32 <Schism> Find the stopping point, and all that.
21:32 <Cepheid> He just directed me to the TA instead. I'll bug one tomorrow at 10 am.
21:33 <Schism> Eurgh. Your University needs better professors.
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21:34 <Schism> By the by. Cepheid, last night, I saw a single tank, unsynced, remove Sophia after the initial adds.
21:34 <Schism> The rest of us 7 kinda fell off.
21:34 <Cepheid> Professors here are... questionably interested in our education and training.
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21:35 <Cepheid> Heh.
21:35 <Schism> "If I fail enough students, I might finally achieve tenure!"
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21:36 <Cepheid> I have not done the containment bays yet. I cannot find time to game much.
21:36 <Cepheid> The professor is having trouble explaining the Javascript version of 'this'.
21:36 <Schism> If you'd like to do so, I'd be happy to assist. They're... about an hour apart, gameplay-and-story wise.
21:37 <Schism> 'this' is... linguistically, it's a pointer. Do 'x' with 'this'.
21:38 <Schism> Or send this to that.
21:38 <Schism> Send Who to First, that sort of thing.
21:38 <Cepheid> In Javascript it is a nightmare.
21:39 <Cepheid> It refers either to the global variable names pace, memory allocated with 'new', or anything the dev feels like.
21:40 * Schism looks at the Mozilla development uses for 'this' in Javascript, and his brain melts.
21:41 <Schism> ... one thing, though, Cepheid, which you have to admit in regards to that function.
21:41 <Schism> The 'this' function if you would.
21:41 <Cepheid> Heh.
21:42 <Schism> They certainly managed, in one snarl and tangle, to encapsulate the entire English language.
21:50 <Schism> Cepheid: So, in short, the professor is having a hard time explaining it because it doesn't really have an explanation. XD
21:51 <Cepheid> Yes
21:52 <Schism> And yet he'll stick to the explanation provided in the books for the homework... *sigh*
21:56 <Schism> Sorry, need to flop for a bit, will be back shortlyish.
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22:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: GIANT Drawfriend Stuff (Pony Art Gallery) #2402 [ http://tinyurl.com/ya7wvm72 ]
22:25 * Filly_Nightmares eees
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22:27 <DashedRainbows> Now for the overall second worst season
22:27 <DashedRainbows> Imo
22:28 <Starlight_Glimmer> Which one?
22:28 <DashedRainbows> 5
22:28 <DashedRainbows> Again imo
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22:31 <Starlight_Glimmer> No worries
22:32 <MrKulebyaka> second? and which one is first?
22:32 <SunsetShimmer> 5 is a good season
22:32 <DashedRainbows> 6
22:32 <SunsetShimmer> So what is your ideal season?
22:33 <DashedRainbows> My favorite right now is 4, but 5 has good episodes
22:33 <DashedRainbows> I said overall
22:34 <DashedRainbows> I haven't been watching 7. 6 was so bad
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22:39 <DashedRainbows> Pinkie knows what's up though
22:45 <DashedRainbows> You can't have a nightmare if you never dream
23:00 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Calpain: Comic: Kite / Prediction Special / Toola / Sable 69 / Lonely 2:86 / Motion / Field 6 / Worth 2:24 / Stories 3 / AoS 1:34 / Flurry 1:6 / Pone Wars 2:10 [ http://tinyurl.com/y794ogwj ]
23:01 <DashedRainbows> "is your friendships ending?"great first words
23:04 * DashedRainbows puts up posters reading 'Big Brother Is Watching You'
23:15 <Schism> "The benefit of operating outside the law is that we get to deal with folks in a pretty permanent fashion without suffering too many consequences."
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23:42 <Schism> If any of these sell, at least a 200% markup will be a thing...
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23:50 <DashedRainbows> I'm just skipping to 7 it's physically impossible to watch two seasons before tomorrow night
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