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00:10 * Finwe noms on Ali's tail.
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00:15 <Schism> "Something stinks in here..." [Obtained Rancid Fruit!] "ew." "Wait, there's something else in here."
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00:31 * Ali flops over the Schism and yawns heavily
00:33 * PinkieShy leap frogs over Ali
00:33 * Ali watches PinkieShy jump over gas lines
00:33 * Schism giggles at all the characters in Ikenfell. When they're not completely over the top, they're also totally gay.
00:35 <Schism> I love how nobody here seems to be at all honestly angry or hateful or anything, they're just either completely crazy or just so caught up in their own things.
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02:58 * Ali snugs on Dappled if they're around
03:00 * Dappled chews on a stick and snugs.
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03:12 * Ali keeps Dappled in a dress and snugs into them
03:14 * Dappled 's doing his nails.
03:15 * Ali makes them Twilight Purple
03:16 <Sombra> Please be careful, nails are dangerous
03:32 <Sombra> In Chuckie Cheese lore, Chuckie Cheese is an orphan who doesn't know what his birthday is, so he perpetually celebrates his birthday
03:33 <uni> that is oddly dark
03:33 <Sombra> I know a lot about Chuckie Cheese lore
03:41 <uni> isn't his name like Chuck E Cheese?
03:45 <Sombra> Probably
03:52 <Ali> And it was Show Biz before that
03:52 * Ali bleps
03:52 * uni bleps
03:54 <Cepheid> Fatigue, hypersomnia, headaches, nausea, dizziness, aches and pain, increased appetite and cravings, irritability, mood swings. I currently have about 75% of those side effects.
03:54 <Cepheid> I don't feel good as a result.
03:59 <Cepheid> Apparently, there is even a name for this. "Vyvanse crash"
03:59 <Ali> Also called withdraw
04:00 <Cepheid> Apparently, that's not the correct term.
04:01 <Cepheid> Pharmaceutical companies have gotten around various legal issues by arguing that it's not a withdrawal, but rather a discontinuation syndrome of some sort. The distinction being that withdrawals imply addiction to the medication.
04:02 <Cepheid> The side effects I'm feeling suck, and I want them to end, but I don't feel like I *NEED* the medication.
04:04 <Cepheid> Honestly the worst of it is the burning. Can't touch anything without my skin feeling like it's burning.
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05:12 * Cepheid flops. Burns.
05:12 <AppleDash> Same to be honest
05:12 <AppleDash> (I tried to say "Same TBH" but the caps lock blocker got mad at me)
05:13 * Dappled chews on stuff. Has pretty blue nails.
05:13 * Cepheid needs cold. Applies lemonade ice pops.
05:14 * Cepheid also applies ice pack to head. Hurts.
05:18 * Ali noms on Dappled for company
05:19 <Cepheid> Guess I'm not sleeping anymore tonight, not until I become tired naturally anyways.
05:19 * Dappled ear flaps and leans against Ali.
05:21 * Cepheid shares lemonade ice pops with channel.
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05:31 * Dappled returns to working on his living pokedex. At least as far as what SwSh has available.
05:33 * Ali sadly can't help Dappled out much unless its Dynamax Adventures or Max Raids
05:34 * Dappled did say that he largely needed help with trade evos. Right now I'm breeding to fill in my missing links.
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05:35 * Ali can eventually help with that
05:38 * Dappled grumbles at the way the boxes auto fill up.
05:40 <Finwe> Good morning, everypony.
05:41 * Ali pat pats the Dappled skirt pony
05:41 <Cepheid> Morning.
05:41 * Finwe yawns at Ali and Dappled.
05:41 <Finwe> Must … sleep … more.
05:41 * Finwe staggers, falls upon Ali and asleep.
05:42 * Dappled 's skirt go spinny.
05:42 * Ali is no bed
06:16 <RazorSharpFang> Yet.
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06:17 *** ChanServ sets mode: +o ConfusionRift
06:17 <ConfusionRift> Hello everypony.
06:18 <RazorSharpFang> Hey heys
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06:23 * Ali flops on ConfusionRift and RazorSharpFang
06:23 * ConfusionRift huggles Ali.
06:24 <Finwe> Lt Cdr ConfusionRift.
06:24 <Finwe> o7
06:24 <Finwe> Mlles Ali and Schism; Messrs Dappled, RazorSharpFang, Cepheid, AppleDash and Golden.
06:24 * Finwe doffs his hat.
06:26 <Golden> Yo
06:31 <RazorSharpFang> I'm reviewing how Friday went on the NYSE. Big green for me, which is a huge relief after being red every other day.
06:42 <ConfusionRift> Nice.
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06:54 <ConfusionRift> Oh, and RAdm. Finwe. (salutes)
06:54 <ConfusionRift> That was a rather delayed alert.
07:12 * Dappled takes a break from Pokemon to go try out Mass Effect for the "first" time.
07:12 <ConfusionRift> To get some playtime in? :P
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07:14 <Dappled> ME1 on the Pc never got Controller support and it just felt really off to me so I never continued after leaving the first planet.
07:16 <ConfusionRift> Hehehe.
07:17 <ConfusionRift> The best one is the game that has "support" for controller, and one has to finagle so much that it might as well not be supported.
07:21 <Dappled> So now I have the ps5 release.
07:22 <ConfusionRift> PS5? What is that? :P
07:23 <Dappled> Yeah. My roommate was willing to spend weeks trying to snag one from a retailer. I was willing to wait till the hype around it died or just go grab a new xbox.
07:24 <ConfusionRift> I got a better chance of getting a new XBOX1 than a PS5... or an RTX 30 series.
07:32 <RazorSharpFang> Tbh I would be happy with a Lenovo P300 standard stock machine.
07:37 * Ali has a 15 year old computer, what is this new tech you speak of that doesn't now cost as much as a car
07:37 <Finwe> Mine is only 13 years old.
07:38 <Finwe> Save some of the hard drives and the GPU.
07:38 <Finwe> I still have the original Radeon HD 2600 XT, though.
07:39 <Finwe> The problem is, it's not good for anything nowadays.
07:40 <Finwe> Not even for a weigth for fishing net, as it isn't heavy enough.
07:43 <uni> keep it for another ten years more and maybe a museum might want it
07:43 <Finwe> It's been compiling GCC 11 for about two hours now.
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10:33 <Schism> "Harry, please tell me you didn't eat Pettigrew."
10:40 * Schism chuckles at this story.
10:47 <RazorSharpFang> More news about Israel v Palestine.
10:48 <RazorSharpFang> They should just be friends.
11:18 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Calpain: Morning Discussion #2296 [ https://tinyurl.com/yzm2d498 ]
11:36 * Schism looks at Nocturne, a computer which is now 30 years old, by the principles of the Ship of Theseus.
11:47 * Lumindia_ leans on Schism
11:47 <Lumindia_> henlo~!
11:47 <Lumindia_> ...
11:47 * Lumindia_ noms their own underscore
11:47 *** Lumindia_ is now known as Lumindia
11:50 * Schism noms upon Lumindia! But she has work in like 9 minutes.
11:50 * Lumindia counternoms
11:50 <Lumindia> then I shall make the most of that time
12:08 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: My Little Pony Voice Actresses Over the Generations [ https://tinyurl.com/yglwnmec ]
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13:17 * Schism ows at her foot.
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14:00 * Finwe returns home from a brisk 80-kilomere bicycling trip.
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16:09 *** ChanServ sets mode: +qo Ali Ali
16:09 * Ali flops over Lumindia and yawnsies
16:13 <Finwe> Mlles Ali, Angeline and Schism; Mr Lumindia.
16:13 * Finwe doffs his hat.
16:14 * Ali doffs over Finwe and yawnsies more
16:14 * Finwe yawnsies back.
16:21 <Schism> Lumindia: https://twitter.com/theogrin/status/1393731365074620419
16:24 <Schism> (Quoth the writer: "It only gets more gay from here!")
16:41 * Ali pounce Schism
16:44 * Finwe offers a bowl of carrot soup with ginger and garlic to Schism.
16:45 <Finwe> Ginseng and garlic would mix into a spell in Ultima 4. o3o
16:45 <Finwe> Awaken, iirc.
17:08 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Makenshi: PONY VOCAL CHOPS & Emotion Music: Algo at All - Wonders [Drum & Bass] [ https://tinyurl.com/yzd3zzmg ]
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17:32 <Finwe> Lt Pony|69906.
17:32 <Finwe> o7
17:32 <Pony|69906> o7
18:08 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Poll Results: What Was the Best Luna Song? [ https://tinyurl.com/ydtgxk2s ]
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18:24 * Finwe sits on Pony|69906.
18:32 * Pony|69906 sofa pon's.
19:08 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Penny Wrights: Equestria Girls Festival Filters Follow Up [ https://tinyurl.com/yj7z8jen ]
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20:08 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Most Sweet Apple - Animation [ https://tinyurl.com/yfbdueeb ]
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21:08 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Drawfriend Stuff (Pony Art Gallery) #3695 [ https://tinyurl.com/ydl4vqgt ]
21:42 <Cepheid> Can't wait to get these drugs out of my system 'cause I feel like garbage.
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22:16 <Schism> I would greatly appreciate in no uncertain manner if, upon coming back from the grocery store with some things my brother requested, he would not immediately act in a staggeringly passive-aggressive fashion.
22:26 <ADragonDreaming> That would be nice of him.
22:26 <Sombra> Boy oh boy.
22:26 <Sombra> I sure miss ninja
22:28 * Cepheid flops.
22:28 <Cepheid> Cat, you need to stop covering stuff up.
22:34 * Schism considers. She doesn't want to eat a loooot...
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22:44 <Sombra> I'm gonna go babysit my nieces.
22:46 * Dappled gets into places he shouldn't.
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23:01 * Cepheid rushes up to Dappled. "I've got you now, criminal scum!"
23:02 * Dappled chews on cookies faster! You can't take them from my inventory if they're in my stomach!
23:03 * Schism sees a shroom labeled "Blue Tower", goes headtilt for a moment.
23:03 * Ali grabs Dappled for snugglings
23:04 * Dappled snuggles Ali. Protection from Cepheid!
23:06 <Cepheid> https://imgur.com/gallery/yDTQQjP
23:07 * Schism coughs. https://gastrophobia.com/comix/a-good-egg/s04e02-d/
23:08 <Schism> 'I'm not trans, I just wish I was a girl.' Mmhm.
23:13 * Dappled 's not trans. He's just sitting around in a dress, skirt, painted nails, dyed hair, and has a fear of losing his job if his employers ever saw him like this. This fear is outbalanced by the fact that we're so short staffed that they don't dare fire anyone.
23:20 <Cepheid> That looks like a cute comic to read.
23:21 <Schism> It is!
23:21 * Lumindia grabs Ali, Dappled, and Schism for hugs
23:22 * Dappled hugs back.
23:22 <Cepheid> Man, right now I just want to punch stuff.
23:22 * Schism supposes she can provide a perfunctory snug. Also, hugs Cepheid. "I hear ya..."
23:22 <Cepheid> No particular reason, which means it's likely my med discontinuation kicking in.
23:23 <Cepheid> Violence for the sake of violence.
23:23 <Cepheid> Word of advice, cymbalta, or vyvanse, or any amphetamine for that matter...
23:24 <Cepheid> Try to not take any of them unless you're absolutely certain they'll help.
23:24 <Cepheid> Because stopping them is like getting hit in the head by a train.
23:24 * Schism nods...
23:24 <Cepheid> At least I'm not feeling a craving for the medications themselves.
23:25 <Schism> Going to have to head to Shoppers tomorrow, I remind myself. Low on cyproterone acetate and it's basically blocked 97% of my T, so I really do not want to run out.
23:25 <Cepheid> Heh.
23:25 <Cepheid> The worst I have craving-wise is... for croutons of a specific type.
23:25 <Cepheid> I have NO IDEA why.
23:25 <Cepheid> Like, not even in a salad.
23:25 <Schism> Would those be garlic and herb croutons topped with melted cheddar cheese?
23:26 <Cepheid> Just, open the bag and start eating them like crackers.
23:26 <Schism> Or tossed in parmesan?
23:26 <Cepheid> Yes.
23:26 <Dappled> Croutons are crackers.
23:26 <Schism> Now I want some too.
23:27 <Lumindia> I've been on Vyvanse for several years now
23:27 <Cepheid> Other issues include my muscles feeling all weird and in need of stretching, but these are muscles in places I don't know HOW to stretch.
23:27 <Schism> During work today, I was nomming down on toasted pumpernickel slices with garlic, so I can't possibly imagine why you'd want croutons.
23:27 <Cepheid> So I'm kinda just laying in bed, occasionally twisting and contorting my body.
23:27 <Lumindia> I'm generally okay if I forget to take my meds for one day, but two days and everything is awful forever
23:27 <Cepheid> Lumindia, my advice? Keep on it, unless you're absolutely certain, 100%, that you don't need it.
23:27 <Schism> Yeah... Cephy's gotta get off the stuff for reasons, and it's hitting her like a train...
23:27 <Cepheid> Oh my gods the discontinuation symptoms.
23:28 <Lumindia> I know it helps, I had to go a few days with it, and I hated how I felt
23:28 <Cepheid> And of course I'm combining them with the symptoms of ALSO discontinuing the Cymbalta.
23:28 <Lumindia> not only physically, but mentally
23:28 <Cepheid> Mmm.
23:28 <Cepheid> In my case, the reason for discontinuing it is that it is not recommended for people with bipolar.
23:29 <Cepheid> It can trigger mania/manic episodes.
23:29 <Lumindia> yeah I can see that being a problem
23:29 <Cepheid> Which for me are those periods where I go "Nope, gotta code gotta code gotta codegottacodegottacodegottacode."
23:29 <Cepheid> Among other such similar scenarios where I spend ungodly numbers of hours focused on something.
23:29 * Cepheid coughs. MONSTER HUNTER.]
23:30 <Lumindia> and you fixate on "I have to do this thing."?
23:30 <Cepheid> To the exclusiveness of all else, yes.
23:30 <Cepheid> And by that, I mean I start forgetting to take showers, eat, drink, go to the washroom, etc.
23:31 <Lumindia> oh yeah, that's definitely bad
23:31 <Cepheid> That last one sounds bad, but it's more just "... My bladder and gut hurts. I need to use the washroom."
23:31 <Lumindia> like a 'you put it off until your body literally yells 'USE THE RESTROOM, IDIOT!''?
23:32 <Cepheid> Yes.
23:32 <Cepheid> I put off other things that I need to do.
23:33 <Cepheid> So showers become less frequent. Worst is usually once every second day. I don't eat as much, nor drink as much fluids.
23:33 <Lumindia> I've been getting back into streaming, so I have Nightbot set to ping me every half-hour or so and say 'hey, you staying hydrated? get water if you don't have it already'
23:33 <Cepheid> Eventually, it'll go on for too long, and then I suffer a crash.
23:33 <Cepheid> Wherein I can't do whatever it is that has my focus.
23:34 <Cepheid> And then the depression sets in, along with mood swings, irritability and the like.
23:34 <Cepheid> That's the other half of the bipolar.
23:34 <Cepheid> In any case, the basic gist of the medication changes include...
23:35 <Cepheid> Discontinue the cymbalta, as it interferes with mood stabilizers. Discontinue the vyvanse, because it may be triggering the mania episodes.
23:35 <Cepheid> Increase the abilify, which is curbing my temperamental nature to 10mg from 2mg.
23:35 <Cepheid> And, change the seroquel from the instant release stuff to the extended release stuff, at some point, then increase the dosage of that to 300-400mg.
23:36 <Cepheid> It HAS to be changed to the extended release. If I don't, 300-400mg will probably make me look like a dead person for several hours a day.
23:36 <Lumindia> yeah, if a dosage is being increased THAT much, an extended release is very much a good idea
23:36 <Cepheid> I'm 100kg, and currently 75mg is way too much for me.
23:36 <Cepheid> It guarantees I'll be knocked out for a few hours.
23:37 <Cepheid> Also explains how my sister is on a higher dosage than I am.
23:37 <Lumindia> so 400mg would effectively render you a zombie?
23:37 <Cepheid> I'm not even sure it'd render me conscious.
23:37 <Cepheid> I mean, on one hand, that WOULD solve the problem, but on the other hand, I'd be awake for maybe 3-4 hours each day.
23:37 <Cepheid> I'd be more like a heavily-sedated cat.
23:39 <Cepheid> Which would be kinda hilarious were I actually a cat.
23:39 <Cepheid> Sedated cats are interesting to watch.
23:39 <Cepheid> For example, Tizzy's paws start to "slide out" underneath her as she stands and walks around, and you can see her having trouble walking because her body tilts from side to side quite visibly.
23:40 <Lumindia> that sounds amusing as heck to watch
23:41 <Cepheid> You feel sad for her, but want to laugh at the same time.
23:41 <Lumindia> "I shouldn't be laughing, but this is hilarious"
23:41 <Cepheid> Strangely, she starts to follow people around non-stop when in that state.
23:41 <Cepheid> Like, she refuses to be away from someone alert and conscious.
23:42 <Lumindia> my guess would be 'they're alert, they can protect me'
23:45 <Cepheid> Probably.
23:45 <Cepheid> Especially as Spitfire does have a habit of taking advantage of it.
23:45 <Cepheid> Though Tizzy's not too bright and she brings some of it down upon herself.
23:47 <Schism> Me: You know, I'm going to have to take this thing off to sleep, otherwise it's going to cause Problems. Brain: Dun' wanna. It's comfy. Me: Nope, sorry, I can't wear this thing 24/7. Brain: No, wait, stop-- Me: *takes off bra* ...ow. Brain: Toldja.
23:55 * Ali tells Dappled there's a new Terraria seed
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