00:04 * Ali faceplants back in
00:07 * Ali sees unicorn missed all the activity
00:14 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: The Russian Brony Groups Have Already Met Up for the Generation 5 MLP Movie! Send Your Meetup Pics! [ https://tinyurl.com/ye38vjat ]
00:19 <LunaNightwind> Hi Ali
00:19 * Ali wavies hoof
00:19 <LunaNightwind> how ya doing?
00:26 <Ali> Holding on, nothing really new and different for me.
00:29 <LunaNightwind> Glad to hear there is nothing drastic going on at least, would that be nothing new and different since last time we talked 2 years ago?
00:29 <Ali> Pretty much, its same shit different day for me
00:30 <Ali> Other than trying to figure out how to fill the void that pony has lost now that the show's officially over.
00:31 <LunaNightwind> :-( im sorry to hear that, Yeah the show ending happened after i left on my path to better myself, i still havent seen the series finale
00:32 <Ali> For a person that stuck with the series all the way, that ender was hard to take
00:32 <Ali> And with the fandom pretty much drying up as well.. That didn't help much either.
00:34 <LunaNightwind> I am sure it was difficult, I havent wanted to watch the finale cuz i dont want to think of the show as over. Maybe ill watch it someday but probably not any time soon
00:35 <LunaNightwind> one of those things ill go back to someday if me and blazing decide to adopt
00:35 * Ali nods.
00:36 <LunaNightwind> sorry i wasnt around to see that journey end though, I realized that i needed to better certain things in my life and disconnected from most social media to do so
00:37 <LunaNightwind> and i thought my wedding was the perfect time to actually put that into action as a starting point
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00:38 * Ali understands, unicorn has had a lot of shifts in life, nothing horrid but social anxiety has gotten a bit worse.
00:40 <LunaNightwind> that sounds difficult Ali, im sorry to hear that
00:41 <Ali> Well the bigger one has been the hyperacusis, its getting to be more problematic
00:42 <LunaNightwind> im so sorry to hear that
00:42 <LunaNightwind> wish i could do something to help
00:43 <Ali> Nothing sadly can be done about the later one, there's nothing that can fix it
00:43 <Ali> Just have to tollerate and find aways to avoid being in noisy areas
00:44 <LunaNightwind> yeah i mean with any condition the best you can really do is make the best of it and try to stay positive
00:44 <Ali> Its why I've got noise canceling headphones
00:44 <Ali> But sadly even thunderstorms are starting to make me antsy
00:44 <LunaNightwind> oh thats so miserable, I am so sorry *offers hugs*
00:48 <LunaNightwind> I've still got a whole bunch of stuff going on but ive found myself at a place in life where I try to find the positives in any situation and I think I am a much better person for it, more friendly and positive if nothing else
00:50 * Ali nod nods and lays on LunaNightwind
00:50 <LunaNightwind> *laughs softly and hugs the pony*
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00:51 * Ali squeees at hugs and nuzzles on softly.
00:52 <LunaNightwind> *nuzzles back and playfully boops ali on the muzzle*
00:53 * Ali squeaks at the nosie boop.
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00:53 <LunaNightwind> lol its been a long time since i have gotten an ali hug! might be my third favorite type of hug
00:53 * Ali only barely made the podium
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00:54 <LunaNightwind> sorry ali, hugs from my husband Blazing and my marefriend who is not a pony come before you
00:54 <LunaNightwind> but hecc after 2 years of not being around you still are on that podium
00:54 * Ali nod nods and flops about, unicorn a bit bored right now
00:55 <LunaNightwind> wellllll what can i do to solve that boredom
00:55 * Ali ponyshrugs
00:56 <LunaNightwind> I am honestly glad this server was still around when i searched for it the other day, I was a little shy to actually say anything when i came in the other day though
00:57 <LunaNightwind> Ive missed you ponies
00:58 <Ali> Not much left here sadly, but its still around.
00:58 <LunaNightwind> Ive talked to a couple ponies today that i recognized and missed, even reconnecting with a couple old friends is better than none at all
00:59 * Ali nods
01:02 * Ali has been on a stupid Mega Man X blitz recently, HATES X3 but is loving X4
01:02 <LunaNightwind> oh no does that mean you are making your way to X7 and X8?
01:02 <Ali> Sadly have no way to play X7 or X8
01:03 <LunaNightwind> oh i wasnt sure if you were playing them in the two Megaman X legacy collection games
01:03 <Ali> Don't own the second one
01:03 <Ali> And I have my GC X collection that has 5 and 6 on it
01:03 <LunaNightwind> X7 is a game that i can not recommend you play in any way
01:03 <Ali> The second X collection is bad
01:03 <Ali> It has X5 and its terrible RNG code
01:04 <Ali> X6 is well...its X6
01:04 <Ali> X7 can BURN TO THE GROUND
01:04 <LunaNightwind> LOL
01:04 <Ali> And X8 is.... I don't know
01:04 <LunaNightwind> X7 was REALLY bad and X8 was slightly better but slightly better than X7 wasnt a hard task
01:04 <Ali> So really have no intrest in the second collection
01:04 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Say Something Nice About Radiant Hope [ https://tinyurl.com/yjfh5mkg ]
01:04 <Ali> X7 was 3d, and was just awful
01:05 <LunaNightwind> it wasnt completely 3d though it just had 3d sections
01:05 <Ali> Like I said, never played X7 or X8 as they came out after the first legacy collection
01:05 <LunaNightwind> either way it was still SUPER awful, no way to be positive about that dumpster fire LOL
01:06 <Ali> Thus the BURN TO THE GROUND comment :P
01:06 <LunaNightwind> LOL
01:07 <LunaNightwind> NGL its kinda weird being able to in a place that i can love pony and be pony again...its been a LOOOOONG time
01:08 <LunaNightwind> weird but nice
01:09 <LunaNightwind> *flaily hooves*
01:09 <Ali> Ngl?
01:09 * Ali flailyhooves with!
01:10 <LunaNightwind> NGL=not gonna lie
01:10 <LunaNightwind> *giggles and flailyhooves next to ali*
01:11 <LunaNightwind> outside of canternet I am just a boring old cat girl these days :-p
01:11 * Ali plays wiff tail
01:11 <LunaNightwind> whos tail your own or mine?
01:12 <LunaNightwind> OH *reaches into her saddle bags and pulls out a stack of 10 ribbons and hands them all to Ali* I got these incase you were still around here!
01:12 * Ali meeps and takes ribbons. "Yeah, still like these, not as crazy though."
01:13 <LunaNightwind> *laughs softly* eh you dont have to like them as crazy as you used to if nothing else you can tie your mane and tail up and you can wear different ones when ever you want to
01:14 <LunaNightwind> Ill BRB i gotta get my clothes ready for tomorrow...and find a certain accessory that i want to wear tomorrow i might be a few minutes
01:20 <LunaNightwind> Ok im back
01:32 <Ali> What accessory?
01:33 <LunaNightwind> Oh i needed to find my Black and red collar/choker
01:36 <LunaNightwind> i just couldnt remember where i had put it but it will go perfect with my black and red skirt and my airbrushed skull tanktop tomorrow
01:37 <LunaNightwind> https://www.amazon.com/ETHOON-Leather-Choker-Necklace-Collar/dp/B07TX3YR52/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=red+and+black+choker&qid=1632188254&sr=8-2 this specifically
01:53 <Ali> Someone a pet :P Can't really go too deep into that here though
01:55 <LunaNightwind> LOL nawwww I just love how they look on me Ali
02:01 <LunaNightwind> also even if i was ali, Blazing is on vacation right now so he wouldnt be able to put it on me
02:01 * Ali nod nods
02:02 <LunaNightwind> I kinda feel like i should take a couple pics for instagram tomorrow
02:04 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Calpain: Nightly Discussion #2652 [ https://tinyurl.com/yjbc4wbp ]
02:05 <Ali> Oh my~
02:06 <LunaNightwind> lol I take ALOT of pictures now a days....im only a little aprehensive because my hair color is faded and i cant dye it for another 10 days
02:12 * Ali isn't fond of pictures.
02:16 <LunaNightwind> I dont think any pictures exist of me between the ages of 16 and 28 if im being honest i hated being in front of a camera, now im a selfie machine
02:16 <LunaNightwind> I dont post all of them but i take a whole bunch
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04:13 <Schism> LunaNightwind, why, how familiar. I'm PRETTY sure that there are some pictures of me below the age of 25 buuuut...
04:15 * uni flops
04:15 <uni> 11 hours left in this country
04:15 <Schism> LunaNightwind, also, https://www.webtoons.com/en/challenge/i-want-to-be-a-cute-anime-girl/37-selfies/viewer?title_no=349416&episode_no=37 .
04:17 <LunaNightwind> Schism I am sure some exist of me when i was younger I only know of the existance of one though and its a picture i took the day i came out
04:17 <Schism> I have... some pictures...
04:18 <Schism> And then I look at all those pics and go "omg. she is such an eggry girl."
04:18 <LunaNightwind> I have one of me the day i came out, i still had facial hair, then i have one i took a week before starting hormones, i had gained alot of weight in the time it took between coming out and starting hormones,
04:19 <LunaNightwind> ill send you the before and after on discord if you wanna see it schism
04:19 <Schism> And then much of it went to the right place. :p
04:19 * Schism shakes her head, "I need to sleep. Am currently just taking the 2mg e."
04:19 <LunaNightwind> oh the day i started hormones i was 367lbs i am now down to 210
04:20 <Schism> Eee. o.o
04:20 <LunaNightwind> i gained ALOT of weight but then lost it all once i started hormones
04:20 <Schism> That's amazing. Perhaps it's because you feel comfortable!
04:20 <LunaNightwind> thats probably part of it
04:20 <LunaNightwind> even though i have a little chubbiness im still cute as hecc :-p
04:21 * Schism noddles, and wraps her arms around herself. "Awrfdcsxclbcxfvihb. And yes, still got chub..." She pokes her belly, then boops LunaNightwind.
04:22 <LunaNightwind> *giggles* after all i cant be an anime cat girl without being a tiny bit chubby lol
04:22 <uni> woah your weight changed by like a third
04:22 <Schism> Sometimes, weight loss can be profound - othertimes, it can just be smol. Redistribution of fat is important, too.
04:23 <Schism> I have... well, I have hips, somehow.
04:23 <Schism> (6 months...!)
04:24 <Schism> And ... smaller feet. And less height. And and...
04:24 <LunaNightwind> Sometimes i can see the changes that have happened for me other times i cant
04:24 * Schism blushes, and curls up on the couch.
04:24 <LunaNightwind> oh man i went from 6'2 to 5'11 and i went from a size 13 womens to a size 11 womens
04:24 <LunaNightwind> for shoe size
04:24 <Schism> Thaaaat!
04:24 * uni blinkblinks, do hormones change height?
04:24 <uni> none of the literature I've read supports that
04:24 <Schism> They do, albeit in small fashion.
04:24 <LunaNightwind> they can, its not guarenteed but its a possiblity
04:25 <Schism> Smol feet, tho. <3 <3 <3
04:25 <LunaNightwind> you arent gonna lose a for or anything but seeing a couple inches disappear isnt unheard of uni
04:25 <Schism> Being able to actually wear shoes...
04:25 <LunaNightwind> *lose a foot of height
04:26 <LunaNightwind> OMG schism I got a pair of Doc Martins for my birthday this year, they are the best shoes ive ever owned
04:26 <Schism> Size 13 men's to a size 11 men's, soooooo still not perfect but I am so looking forward to that.
04:26 * Schism squeaks, and waaaant.
04:26 <LunaNightwind> i went from a 12 mens to i believe a 10 mens
04:27 <LunaNightwind> OMGX schism have you worn a skirt yet?
04:27 <Schism> Not YET, but I preordered Maya Kern's bee-print skirt because A. midi skirt, B. it's a size 14, and C. IT HAS POCKETS.
04:28 <LunaNightwind> Oh my favorite skirt has pockets, its love
04:28 <Schism> That. Pockets large enough to hold a Switch. :3
04:28 <LunaNightwind> my least favorite part of transitioning has been the complete lack of pockets
04:28 <LunaNightwind> I used to keep my life in my pockets when i was pretending to be a boy
04:28 <Schism> Cargo shorts are still perfectly viable for a gal... I think...
04:29 <LunaNightwind> ive never owned a pair of cargos
04:29 <Schism> I need to do that. Go well with my pair of ... well...
04:29 <LunaNightwind> i was the goth kid in HS so i couls wear makeup and then as an adult pretending to be a boy i wore blue jeans and t shirts
04:30 <LunaNightwind> so ive never had a reason to own cargos
04:30 <Schism> So you wouldn't want a pair of these things. https://twitter.com/theogrin/status/1385668605484969985/photo/1
04:30 <LunaNightwind> I have had pairs of chucks
04:30 <Schism> And cargos. And programmer socks.
04:31 <LunaNightwind> I own so many thigh highs LOL
04:31 <Schism> I so need to buy out Sock Dreams sometime.
04:31 <LunaNightwind> i dont think i own a pair of socks that arent programmer socks LOL
04:31 <Schism> I'm going to have to catch up to you, dear sister mine. :p
04:32 <LunaNightwind> hit me up on discord any time cute thing
04:32 <Schism> <3.
04:32 <LunaNightwind> <3
04:32 <Schism> For the moment, I fear a sleep is coming.
04:32 <LunaNightwind> yeah i SHOULD sleep its 1230
04:32 <Schism> Just took my estradiol, so sleep now beckons.
04:32 <LunaNightwind> if i dont answer on discord im probably asleep
04:33 <LunaNightwind> wait till you get to the high doses of E i am on 200mg of spiro and 8mg of E a day
04:33 <Schism> ummmmm. Oh, jeez, that's huge.
04:33 <Schism> 4mg lupin estradiol, 12.5mg cyproterone acetate here.
04:33 <Schism> Estradiol is sublingual, tho.
04:34 <LunaNightwind> yep im on sublingual E as well, hoping to switch to inject in november when i meet my endo again
04:35 <Schism> Fingers crossed. Not sure if I would bring up the option of an orchi tomorrow...
04:36 <LunaNightwind> its tough cuz in my state at least you need 2 therapist letters for an orchi,
04:36 <Schism> That sounds familiar. California?
04:36 <LunaNightwind> New Hampshire
04:36 <Schism> Oh, surprising.
04:37 <LunaNightwind> I am completely planning on getting full GRS
04:37 * Schism is in Canada. She has no clue what the regulations for an orchi are... she's not, as of yet, going for a full GRS, tho.
04:37 <LunaNightwind> but i have to get 2 therapis letters then work with my insurance to clear GRS
04:37 <Schism> I have absolutely zero interest in keeping my balls, at least.
04:38 <LunaNightwind> oh none at all, i was ok with keeping the rest for a while but the further i got with HRT the more dysphoric i got looking at it in the shower
04:39 <Schism> That's not uncommon. Feels better in general, but those moments hit harder.
04:46 <LunaNightwind> for real
04:49 <Schism> That egg I saw the other day...
04:50 <Schism> LunaNightwind, did you see this gal? https://www.reddit.com/r/egg_irl/comments/pp27m3/egg_irl/
04:51 <Schism> She came out and I had to say... "You're going to feel so much better, but those moments are going to hit a LOT harder."
04:54 <LunaNightwind> yeah
04:54 <LunaNightwind> you know schism i gotta thank you for telling me i look good earlier i was having a day where i wasnt feeling like i look too feminine and while i was still staying positive it really did boost my self esteem
04:56 <Schism> You do~! And dysphoria days suck -- make no mistake, you're a beautiful woman. (Tho maybe not when you're wearing a skull mask!)
04:57 <LunaNightwind> do i have a picture of me in a skull mask on twitter?
04:57 <Schism> Unless you're some other LunaNightwind from the one there.
04:58 <LunaNightwind> no i believe that i have that pictue on there its just an old picture
04:58 <LunaNightwind> might be pre pandemic
04:58 <Schism> June 6, 2020. So~
04:58 <Schism> Even with the skull mask you're still cuter than I am tho.
04:59 <LunaNightwind> so early in pandemic, i used to wear that mask when i live streamed, i got that mask in 2017 lol
04:59 <Schism> Even so, looks good on ya.
05:00 <Schism> LunaNightwind: This is not at all in any way how we came out. https://twitter.com/assumptionprime/status/1437818373124001797/photo/1
05:02 <LunaNightwind> I mean that very well may be the way I came out LOL
05:02 <Schism> Feels kinda similar. :p
05:03 <LunaNightwind> a dam burst in my head and then i was just like "forget it, telling mom, if i get kicked out ill live on the streets"
05:05 <Schism> Kiiiinda how it went. Thankfully, not quite that 'all or nothing', but... last July, well, the dam burst and I finally said, "gods damnit, fine, I guess I really am Jennifer, aren't I?"
05:05 <Schism> And from then, well, told my doctor, went through six OTHER doctors, and finally started HRT in March.
05:06 <LunaNightwind> Oh i told my mom I was trans then waited another 6 months to tell her my name,
05:06 <Schism> Names are... really hard.
05:06 <LunaNightwind> I knew my name, I picked my name 21 years ago
05:06 <Schism> Or at least they are when your off-and-on-again girlfriend of 20 years didn't tell you what your name was FROM THE WORD GO...
05:07 <Schism> Pfff. X3
05:07 <Schism> We were such hard-boiled eggs.
05:07 <LunaNightwind> I just decided I didnt want to be called that name until I was below 300 lbs
05:07 <Schism> That's kinda reasonable, but... still was you.
05:08 <LunaNightwind> yeah it was still me
05:08 * Schism takes her insulin, hugs the LunaNightwind. She needs a nap, sadly...
05:08 <LunaNightwind> *hugs Schism back* ok yeah get your flank to bed we can talk tomorrow
05:09 <LunaNightwind> this catgirl needs to do the same tbh
05:09 <Schism> Yupper. Gotta get to sleep to wake up and get to the doctor's at 10 AM...
05:09 <LunaNightwind> ewww 10 am
05:09 <LunaNightwind> have fun with that
05:09 <Schism> Local foxgirl drinks the remainder of her water, and curls up with her blahaj.
05:09 <LunaNightwind> lol Local catgirl watches intently
05:09 <Schism> (Yes, I have a Blahaj. Have you?)
05:10 <LunaNightwind> not sure what a blahaj is
05:10 <Schism> You seen those blue shark plushies?
05:10 <LunaNightwind> no i havent but i do have plenty of plushies and squishmallows that call my bed home
05:10 <Schism> https://www.ikea.com/ca/en/images/products/blahaj-soft-toy-shark__0710175_pe727378_s5.jpg
05:11 <Schism> And it's like 42" and it is best fren.
05:11 <LunaNightwind> go curl up with your shark then i think Sally is gonna be my cuddle pet tonight
05:11 * Schism pouts at LunaNightwind's Sonic menagerie, but does indeed curl up with her shork.
05:11 <LunaNightwind> its a build a bear of sally from nightmare before christmas
05:11 <Schism> Oh, THAT Sally. Much better.
05:12 * Schism jellies, but also noms upon shork.
05:12 <LunaNightwind> lol Night Schism
05:12 <LunaNightwind> and goodnight canternet
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05:43 <Finwe> Good morning, my perissodactyls of minute stature.
05:44 <Finwe> Mlles Ali, Schism and Tiffany; Messrs AppleDash, Cepheid, Dappled, Lumindia, PinkieShy and uni.
05:44 * Finwe doffs his hat.
05:59 * Finwe watches news from stock exchange. All figures are in red.
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06:34 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Another New Trailer and Clip Have Appeared- Full Zipp Introduction and More! [ https://tinyurl.com/yeuh9rhx ]
06:35 <Finwe> Hmm, is also breakfast tiem.
06:35 * Finwe noms on Ali's tail.
07:27 * Ali flops, now remembers why unicorn never went back to SINS
07:27 <Ali> Games are too slow, and my computer can't handle it well anymore.
07:28 * Ali flops face first to sleep
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07:37 <uni> good afternoon, RAdm. Finwe!
07:37 <uni> soon our timezones shall be (almost) aligned!
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07:48 <ConfusionRift> Hello everypony.
07:58 <Tiffany> morning for you finwe ^^
08:05 <ConfusionRift> RAdm. Finwe. (salutes)
08:05 <ConfusionRift> And hey there, Tiffany.
08:25 <Finwe> Lt Cdr ConfusionRift, Capt Koopz.
08:25 <Finwe> o7
08:27 <Koopz> RAdm. Finwe o7
08:29 * ConfusionRift salutes.
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11:04 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Calpain: Morning Discussion #2421 [ https://tinyurl.com/ye8h5rnk ]
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12:46 <Finwe> Miss Schism.
12:46 * Finwe doffs his hat.
12:46 <Schism> rAdm. Finwe.
12:46 * Schism doffs her oatmeal cookie.
12:48 * Finwe noms on some of Schism's tails.
12:48 * Schism squeaks, and tailwiggles.
13:06 <Schism> Gotta vacation coming up, whee.
13:06 <Schism> Well, staycation for the most part.
13:44 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: The Girls Scouts Have Joined the Pony Hype Train With a Patch and Coloring Sheet Printouts [ https://tinyurl.com/yf3jllu5 ]
13:44 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: All of The Drawings From the National Gallery in the UK Now Online [ https://tinyurl.com/yzeb9f69 ]
13:45 <Finwe> !plot
13:45 <DerpyBot> *wigglewiggle*
13:45 <Finwe> *wigglewiggle*
13:54 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Variety Has Posted a (SPOILERY!) Review of the Movie [ https://tinyurl.com/ygc6ktzd ]
13:59 <Finwe> Miss Angeline.
13:59 * Finwe doffs his hat.
13:59 <Finwe> Mr Cyan_Spark.
13:59 * Finwe redoffs his hat.
14:53 <Schism> Why, what's this? A Freedom Planet 2 release in early 2022? Yes please.
15:02 <Schism> Yes, I remember, it's the 21st day of September. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gs069dndIYk
15:02 <Schism> !link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gs069dndIYk - this, even.
15:02 <DerpyBot> Twilight told me this video is about Earth, Wind & Fire - September
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15:03 * Schism greets Librarian, and doffs her chicken in mole.
15:03 * Librarian pokes da fox
15:04 * Schism squeaks, the fox.
15:05 <Librarian> im still exhausted
15:05 <Librarian> i probably burned myself out bleh
15:12 * Cyan_Spark sparks politely
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15:44 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: My Dog Celestia [ https://tinyurl.com/ygwp48sy ]
15:46 <Finwe> Mr Librarian.
15:46 * Finwe doffs his hat.
15:46 * Librarian plops
15:46 <Librarian> sup
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15:49 <Finwe> Lt Pony|2743-
15:49 <Finwe> o7
15:49 <Finwe> Librarian: Playing the tank game.
15:49 * Pony|2743 o7
15:51 <Cepheid> On lunch break here. Back to picking out orders soon and destroying my feet.
15:51 * Schism hugs the Cepheid, offers some chicken and macaroni salad.
15:52 * Cepheid noms.
15:53 <Cepheid> It isn't as bad as last week. New boots are helping, but the simple reality is that 8 hours of walking and pulling carts is just hard on the feet.
15:53 <Schism> Don't have to tell me. Yeesh.
15:53 <Cepheid> There qre no shoes out there that can help. I assume my feet will eventually get used to it.
15:54 <Schism> Yeah, legs too... exercise does tend to do that.
15:55 <Cepheid> Legs are already used to it.
15:55 <Cepheid> It's just the feet that need to get used to it.
15:57 * Schism looks at a combination of Bomberman and chess. ..."huh."
16:00 <Schism> Finwe: https://twitter.com/doctorow/status/1440343798710603786
16:01 <Schism> (But do they have the glaive-glaive-glaive-guisarme-glaive?)
16:03 * Finwe noms on Schism's bec-de-corbin.
16:33 * Schism noms on the last of her curried cauliflower and potato.
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16:43 * Schism also wavies to Adra.
16:43 <ADragonDreaming> yo
16:44 * Schism streeeetch. "How are?"
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16:53 * Schism flumps on Ali.
16:53 * Ali squeaks and splats
16:53 * Schism is not that heavy...
16:54 * Ali splats under anypony
17:04 * Ali noms Schism tails
17:04 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: New Clip Released for My Little Pony: A New Generation - Pony Dance Off [ https://tinyurl.com/yeuy7q5v ]
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17:19 * Ali flops over Starlight_Glimmer and noms tail
17:19 <Schism> !starlighttime
17:20 * Starlight_Glimmer snugs both Schism and Ali
17:25 * Schism has another energy drink.
17:25 <Schism> (As I'm largely immune to the negative effects.)
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17:36 <Dappled> There are positive effects?
17:36 <Schism> Alertness, of course!
17:36 * Schism drinks energy drink, goes spinny.
17:37 * Dappled 's diet of soda over water has rendered him immune to any energy boost provided by energy drinks.
17:38 <Schism> !log
17:38 <Unixkitty> https://unixkitty.com/logs/EquestriaDaily/latest.log.html
18:04 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Drawfriend Stuff (Pony Art Gallery) #3819 [ https://tinyurl.com/yjrmqa9y ]
18:15 <Dappled> Angeline. Are you familiar with Epic NPC Man?
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18:37 * Librarian pokes ali
18:37 * Librarian noms ali for energy
19:10 * Ali flops, was busy wiff fings
19:14 <Librarian> i actually got kind of recognized as a writer a moment ago
19:14 <Librarian> owo
19:14 <Librarian> there is an american snack store down my street
19:15 <Librarian> the owner bought my novel in paperback and seems to be liking it
19:15 <Librarian> his father told me he has delighted to meet the author
19:15 <Librarian> that felt nice
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19:30 <Lunanightwind> hi hi
19:32 <Schism> Tired Jennifer is tired... oh well. Back to work~
19:35 <Cepheid> Meanwhile I made it through another day.
19:37 <Lunanightwind> awww poor tired Jennifer :-(
19:37 <Lunanightwind> good for making it though the day cephid!
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20:04 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Hasbro in Hong Kong Ran a Pony Event For the Premier and Posted a Gallery [ https://tinyurl.com/yhezgjzc ]
20:11 * Ali rolls around, made it thru X4, but her hand hurts again.
20:12 * Schism puts an Ali on LunaNightwind. Also, she yawns. "A moment's respite..."
20:12 <Lunanightwind> *boops ali*
20:12 * Ali squeaks as per tradition
20:13 <Lunanightwind> lol just making it easy for Ali today Schism?
20:14 <Lunanightwind> oh man i didnt wake up till 330 this afternoon
20:15 * Ali wanted to sleep in, but her sleeping fan didn't work and slept like garbage.
20:15 <Lunanightwind> being fair i didnt actually fall asleep till 5 am
20:16 * Ali did 4am
20:18 <Lunanightwind> debating if i want to play call of duty
20:20 <Lunanightwind> ive gotten a beast of a computer and a lil beast of a laptop since last time i was here, i dont play on console any more
20:20 * Ali hisses at CoD
20:21 <Lunanightwind> LOL its a beta and my brother asked me to download it to play with him
20:22 <Lunanightwind> dont worry i didnt spend money on call of duty lol
20:34 <Starlight_Glimmer> A sleeping fan? You guys have problems.
20:35 <Starlight_Glimmer> It's getting cold here again.
20:35 <Ali> Starlight_Glimmer, yes I do. I can't sleep well if I don't have noise. That and I burn up cause my bedroom is stupid hot, no matter what season it is.
20:35 <Ali> Even then I sleep like garbage..
20:35 <Starlight_Glimmer> Thank Luna I have enough blankets <3
20:36 <Starlight_Glimmer> Clearly Ali you need someone sleep by your side snoring.
20:37 * somininin can only sleep in sunlight...
20:37 <somininin> a fan would just annoy me.
20:37 <Starlight_Glimmer> Doesn't help with the heat problem though. At least not that wa ...
20:37 * Starlight_Glimmer hides
20:37 <Starlight_Glimmer> somininin: weird!
20:38 <somininin> Aaaand i do sleep outside anyway.
20:38 <somininin> Usually going to bed at sunrise thihihih
20:39 <Starlight_Glimmer> What prevents me from sleeping is excessive noise and when the room is otherwise dark random light sources.
20:39 * Starlight_Glimmer desoldered LEDs from their power strips
20:40 <Starlight_Glimmer> Gotta put freaking LEDs into everything!
20:40 <somininin> Its a sign of civilisation
20:41 <Starlight_Glimmer> It's a sign of madness
20:41 * Ali noms on a Lunanightwind ear and yawns
20:41 <Lunanightwind> I am the same way ali, i have a fan while i sleep, my husband bitches about it constantly
20:42 <somininin> At least its no breathing help
20:42 <Ali> I need it for the noise cause of my stupid hyperacusis as they SWORE up and down it would help
20:42 <Ali> Well it hasn't.
20:43 <Starlight_Glimmer> When my former girl friend was still around I did use her as a side sleeping pillow a lot. I think I was happier with that arrangement than she was :3
20:43 <Ali> Of course YOU were
20:44 <somininin> Aww ♥
20:44 <Starlight_Glimmer> She did keep complaining though that once I was sleeping I'd turn around and give her the cold shoulder, so I guess it can't have been that bad
20:45 * Starlight_Glimmer couldn't help it. She was very comfortable.
20:45 <Ali> *redacted for channel rules*
20:46 * Starlight_Glimmer whispers naughty things into Ali's ears
20:46 <Ali> Lewd
20:46 * Ali baps with all ages
20:48 * Schism noms down upon some macaroni salad and chicken over her break, as foxes do.
20:49 * Starlight_Glimmer wonders what Ali meant, they were of course only discussing raiding AppleDash's cookie jar
20:50 <Starlight_Glimmer> I must say that more than anything else I do miss that.
20:51 <Schism> "No lewdery allowed," I say as I imagine holding hands with a GF.
20:52 <somininin> >.>
20:54 <Schism> Lunanightwind, there are some things consoles are good for. Like Monster Hunter Rise!
20:55 <Lunanightwind> i have only played a couple hours of Rise, i have it on my switch, but i rarely play iut
20:55 * Dappled likes knowing that any game that he buys for a console will run on that console.
20:55 <Lunanightwind> like i do own rise i just havent really put much effort into it
20:56 <Schism> It _is_ good. Though I am sad that we don't have pickle yet.
20:56 * Schism doesn't get many cravings for pickles.
20:56 <Lunanightwind> my 1400 dollar PC and 1000 dollar laptop BETTER p[lay any game i buy Dappled LOL
20:57 <Dappled> Yes, it'll play any game you buy for the next 6-7 years.
20:57 <Dappled> Which is true of consoles too
20:57 <Lunanightwind> Schism Coffee is my weird thing, i used to hate coffee and and now i love it
20:57 <Lunanightwind> if i havent done upgrades in 6-7 years its a me problem
20:57 <Schism> My weird thing is beets. Couldn't _stand_ them before...
20:58 <Lunanightwind> plus i can play games that are 20 years old on my PC
20:58 <Schism> Like Final Fantasy 9!
20:58 <Schism> 10, rather.
20:58 <Lunanightwind> and salt is my other thing, I am not allowed to use salt when i cook because i use too much according to my husband
20:58 * Starlight_Glimmer has a thing for iced coffee and coffee flavored chocolate and liquor, can't stand normal coffee though
20:59 <Schism> Lunanightwind, that's what happens when you take potassium-sparing diuretics... the salt cravings.
20:59 <Lunanightwind> oh i know ive been dealing with it for 5 years hun
20:59 * Dappled can play 20 year old games on current consoles.
20:59 <Schism> At least, I _assume_ you're either on fina or spiro. X3
20:59 * Dappled installs skyrim again.
20:59 <Lunanightwind> but god I live on salt lol
20:59 <Lunanightwind> yeah im on Spiro
20:59 <Schism> Aw blast it. I forgot to ask my doctor about an orchi today. Perhaps next time.
20:59 <Lunanightwind> I take 2 little purple dragons a day
21:00 * Schism scurries back off to work.
21:01 * Dappled glares at the weather. Takes the day off and it's 20 degrees cooler than it has been recently. Like if I'm staying inside, triple degree heat doesn't bother me, but I work in warehouse with no temp control.
21:01 <Lunanightwind> awww poor dappled
21:02 * Dappled is a grumble horse.
21:06 <Lunanightwind> awww dont be all grubly
21:15 * Schism provides Dappled with pumpkin spice?
21:17 <Lunanightwind> awww man schism thats another thing i learned i love after starting hormones, pumpkin spice ANYTHING
21:17 <Lunanightwind> Im basic as hecc though, french vanilla coffee with too much creamer is my jam
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21:43 * Dappled gets into places he shouldn't. Like the cabinet with the cookies.
21:48 <ADragonDreaming> Missed your question earlier, Schism, a cause de returning to work from lunch. Am doing well.
22:06 * Ali rolls around after messing with the outdoor flowers
22:07 * Dappled chews on flour bag.
22:12 * Ali flops over Dappled and noms ear
22:13 <Lunanightwind> I think mmy dinner shhould be done cooking
22:13 * Dappled ear flaps at Ali.
22:13 * Dappled is taking the day off cause he had to go do stuff to get a new photo ID. He succeeded.
22:16 <Dappled> !link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLGVMzeePU0
22:16 <DerpyBot> I need to ask Twilight about that one.
22:16 <DerpyBot> Twilight told me this video is about The National Shipping Anthem
22:17 * Dappled stares at Mercedes Lackey's latest book. Has questions.
22:49 * Schism noms upon a ham sammich for her lunch. Also offers Lunanightwind some masala chai, too.
22:51 <Schism> Dappled: tomorrow's going to be fun. Need updates to health card and photo ID, going to get my neck burned off a bit, and then I can flop.
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23:04 <DerpyBot> New post on Equestria Daily by Sethisto: Pony Plushie Compilation #505 [ https://tinyurl.com/yz8kclap ]
23:12 <Lunanightwind> sorry Schism i was AFK, i would gladly take some Chai
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23:15 <Ali> Ah the Tuesday Steam Disconnection. HOW FUN
23:17 * Schism yeek. Also, hums. "On consideration, I love how my T levels are so low that there's no margin of error, because the margin is too low to be relevant."
23:21 <Lunanightwind> Doesn't it feel great not having that poison running through you Schism?
23:22 <Lunanightwind> its tuesday meaning i cant shave my face today and i feel gross
23:24 <Ali> Gah steam, reconnect so I can play Motorsport Manager..
23:24 * Ali puts Lunanightwind into one of her endurance cars. "Bet you could do better than the losers I have right now."
23:25 <Lunanightwind> LOL
23:25 <Lunanightwind> What do you mean by that Ali?
23:26 <Ali> I mean I'm having a problem of beating two teams in the Endurance Series in Motorsport Manager
23:26 <Ali> The last team is so bullshitish, that they run circles around my cars, even when they're supposedly worse than me.
23:26 <Lunanightwind> I mean being fair i will likely crash into a wall, i am THAT bad at driving
23:26 <Lunanightwind> I hit a mailbox last time i tried driving
23:27 * Dappled gives Ali's drivers blue shells.
23:28 * Ali puts Lunanightwind onto the pit box. "Better here."
23:28 * Ali boops Dappled, this isn't Mario Kart.
23:28 <Lunanightwind> *laughs loudly* i dont know anything about fixing cars either but i can put the gas in the car
23:29 * Dappled was once a professional gas pumper.
23:29 <Lunanightwind> one of those weird hormone things is the smell of gasoline no longer bothers me
23:29 <Ali> Just sit on the box you silly thing
23:29 <Lunanightwind> ok i will just sit on the box
23:29 <Lunanightwind> sit down, shut up and be a cute girl...that i can do LOL
23:29 * Ali puts Dappled onto the pit crew, the other refueling idiots keep making mistakes and costing her 10-20 seconds..
23:30 * Dappled failed to work up the courage to call the therapist today. But did get his photo id stuff taken care of.
23:31 <Lunanightwind> speaking of therapists i should take my night meds now i have an appointment at 11 am to have my meds finetuned
23:32 <Dappled> Lunanightwind, do you need a primary physician to get that stuff, or is the therapist enough?
23:32 * Ali grumbles as things refuse to work on computer, is going to restart
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23:33 <Lunanightwind> I have a therapist, a med provider (for my mental health meds), and endocrinologist (for my HRT meds) and a Primary Physician
23:33 <Lunanightwind> tomorrow i meet with the med provider
23:33 * Dappled grumbles quietly that just made being Trans look even more expensive.
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23:33 <Lunanightwind> and im working on getting a second therapist so i can get approval for a surgery
23:34 <Lunanightwind> being fair I am trans with mental health issues Dappled
23:34 * Dappled is jealous but isn't sure he has the money for that many doctors.
23:34 * Dappled just wants HRT.
23:34 <Lunanightwind> Insurance definately helps
23:34 <Lunanightwind> Dappled are you trans Ftm?
23:35 <Lunanightwind> asking FTM specifically because you keep saying He when talking about yourself
23:35 * Dappled landed on gender fluid. Also amab. Dappled is just the OC/Avatar for when he's in boy mode. Girl Mode takes more effort but I do enjoy it.
23:36 <Lunanightwind> Depending on the state you are in you might not even need to go to a therapist for HRT, some states you can just go to Planned Parenthood and get Informed Consent HRT
23:36 <Dappled> I don't feel confident in my ability to self medicate. I'd prefer a doctor/therapist help with dosages.
23:36 <Lunanightwind> thats what planned parenthood does
23:37 <Lunanightwind> you go there, they ask you a few questions then they perscribe you your dosage
23:37 <Lunanightwind> Thats how my husband got on his HRT
23:37 <Lunanightwind> very safe
23:38 <Lunanightwind> there are some states where you NEED to go the therapist route though, I went the therapist route because I already had a therapist who had known for abour 5 years that i identified as She/They
23:38 * Dappled will keep that in mind, but that's also one of the places that's going to consistentally have protestors and I really don't want to deal with that.
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23:40 *** ChanServ sets mode: +qo Ali Ali
23:40 * Ali flops over, had to cancel soft reboot as it locked up and had to hard restart
23:40 * Dappled brushies Ali.
23:40 <Lunanightwind> :-( poor ali
23:41 <Ali> Eh, about a norm for this 20 year old thing
23:41 * Dappled defaults to playing videogames to pass the time. Must get perfect pokemon.
23:42 <Lunanightwind> I will also tell you that going the therapist route takes time, for me I went from first appointment talking about my gender dysphoria and 5 months later i finally had a letter to bring to an endocrinologist, which then took about 6 more months to get an appointment with
23:42 <Lunanightwind> insurance is REALLY good about covering everything for me though
23:42 <Ali> Hah, insurance is doing me twice over
23:43 <Ali> Making me pay 70% of FULLY covered visits..if NOT more
23:43 <Dappled> I live in a very conserative area, I have no hopes that insurance will willingly cover anything trans relate.
23:43 <Ali> Is steam down again?
23:43 <Lunanightwind> is it a local insurance company or is it a national company?
23:43 <Lunanightwind> yes ali steam is down
23:43 <Dappled> BlueCross/Shield
23:44 <Ali> Grumble, I just want to Motorsport Manager.
23:44 * Dappled can browse the steam store
23:45 <Lunanightwind> Dappled that a national company you should look on their website to see what your plan covers for gender dysphoria
23:46 <Lunanightwind> hell if medicare covers gender dysphoria treatment im sure BC/BS covers pretty well
23:47 <Dappled> It's not covered without it being documented by doctors/therapists
23:47 <Ali> Finally the game is running
23:48 <Lunanightwind> they should cover the therapy that is required for the documentation
23:49 <Dappled> But that does mean that they wouldn't cover it if I tried informed consent.
23:49 <Lunanightwind> that becomes questionable
23:49 <Lunanightwind> grey area BS
23:50 * Dappled doesn't even know if he has the availbe time for a long term therapist. I'm constantly working 10-12 hour shifts and am exhausted most of the time
23:50 <Lunanightwind> I am hoping i can find a second therapist soon
23:51 <Lunanightwind> I need 2 therapists to say that i need surgery for any doctor in my state to talk to me
23:51 * Ali headtilts
23:51 <Lunanightwind> gender therapy Ali
23:52 * Ali nods and bleps in the corner
23:52 <Lunanightwind> i need 2 therapists to sign off to get facial reconstruction, chest or bottom surgery
23:53 <Dappled> We might not be able to outlaw it, but at least we can keep the poor away from it."
23:53 <Lunanightwind> insurance will only cover one of those 3 surgeries
23:53 <Lunanightwind> the other 2 are considered cosmetic
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23:58 <Lunanightwind> Ali Steam appears to be working again, but i had to reboot the client to get it back online
23:58 <Ali> Yeah its working again for me now too, and in my game
23:58 <Ali> Kept grumping about steam cloud, and I didn't want to lose any progress in the game I'm playing. Its hard enough as is.
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